Trust issues

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by thosecalumthings

by thosecalumthings

"Lex I can't do this..." He says looking down, what can't he do? He can't do the meet and greet? He can't be with me? All these possiblitys came rushing through my head, drowning me in my own thoughts. " What can't you do Kiki?" I ask as I try to hold in my tears.

" Lex I just can't, You and Nash are just to close for my liking, I feel like you guys get too close, and that you hang out to much." He states, I look at him in shock. Did he really just say that? "Kian I don't understand... Are you saying that you can't trust me?" I ask, now tears slowly fall down my cheek, leaving little tear stains as they run freely down my skin.

" No I'm saying I can't trust him, and I don't want you guys hanging out anymore without someone else wth you guys" He says crossing his arms, at this point I am furious " Are you fucking kidding Kian? I have known Nash for 8 years, 8 fucking years. You are practically telling me that I can't see my older brother anymore!" I yell as I stand up. " Kian if you have trust issues, because I like to hang out with my friend that is like a brother to me, how the hell are you going to trust me around Joe? Or Casper? Or even fucking Joey? Kian I will have single guy friends, and yes they are all extremly attractive, but I don't love them, not the way I loved you anyway." I scream as I grab my purse.

"Loved? As in past tense?" Kian shoots back, trying to get off topic. " Yes loved, I want to love you as in present tense, but I sadly can't love someone who can't trust me." I say as I open the hotel door. " I'll see you at the party, and by the way, thanks for ruining what was suppose to be the best day of my life" I say before I slam the door shut.

I ran down the hallway and banged on Trevor, Jc, and Jack's door till they opened. " Omg Lex whats wrong?" Trevor says as he immedently wraps his arms around me, " K-kian" I say as I cry harder at the thought of him.

Trevor brought me inside, and sat me down on the couch " Lexi whats wrong?" Jack asks as he sits down next to me, handing me a box of tissues. " Well after I hit 1 million, Nash came into our room and hugged me, congratulating me, and then told me we should all celebrate after the party. Then after he left Kian said he can't trust me around Nash, and that he won't be able to be with me if I hang out with him alone." I say in one breath.

Trevor hugs me again, " He is just the jelous type Lex, give him an hour or two to cool off" Jc says as he hands me a water. " Thanks guys, you really know what to say" I say, as I give them all hugs. " Get somerest, we will wake you up when it's time to get ready" Jack says as he pulls the soft white sheets over me. And before I knew it, I was fast asleep.

I was awoken by a loud banging " LEXI KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE I NEED TO TALK TO YOU" Kian says. I sit up in the bed and look at the other boys, who were looking back at me. " I'm not here" I whisper, and run over to the closet, closing it enough to still be able to look outside.

I hear someone opening the door. " She's not here man, sorry" Jc says " I watched her come in here though!" Kian says " Well she isn't" Jack replied rudely. " Fine then let me look around" Kian says, I hear the door close, and a bunch of footsteps.

"Lex where are you we need to talk" Kian says in I a much calmer voice, I looked through the crack of the door, to see Kian looking under the beds. " We told you she isn't here" Trevor says " I haven't checked the bathroom yet" He responds, and walks into the bathroom. I hear him mumble a few things and walk back out. Then, he turns to the closet. " Oh Lexi just please come out" he says opening the closet door.

I try my best to hide, and I guess it worked because the door closed, so I emerged from the pile of clothes I was hiding under, to be greeted with Kian sitting on the ground next to me with his arms crossed. I gasp, and try to reach for the door.

" Lex just listen to me dammit" He says taking my arm off the door, I look down and sigh. "Look Lex, I know that was stupid of me, but I'm the jelous type, and sometimes when I see you so close to good looking single guys, I can't help but wonder if you would leave me for them" He says, looking down like he was ashmed of him self.

" I know we only met 2 months ago, and I know we only started dating a few weeks ago, but Lex I love you, and I would hate to see you slip away this easily." He says, now crying a bit. " And Lex when you said loved instead of love, my heart shattered into a million pieces. I thought that was the end, that you were going to go, find someone else, and forget about me, and I know I am over reacting a bit, but I'm just so scared of loosing you..." He says, I look up at him, to see his eyes all red from crying, and tears falling down down his beautful face.

He is really sorry, I thought to my self. "I understand if you want to be left alone" Kian says quietly, as he tries to stand up to leave, but I didn't want him to leave. I grabbed his arm and pulled him back down " Lex what are-" I cut Kian off by smashing my lips into his, he was shocked at first, but then kissed back.

After 30 seconds, we both pulled away, and I hugged Kian. " Someone could be the richest, best looking, famous man ever, but I would still rather be with you, and Kiki... I love you" I say as I bury my head into his chest. " I love you too" He replies, kissing my forehead.

" Um are you guys gonna live in the closet of something?" Jc says peeking his head into the closet. I laugh and stand up, " it's a comfy closet!" I reply giggling. " Ok Lex, you're weird" Trevor says laughing, " but we all need to get ready for the party now, and we have a suprise for you later" He says smirking.

I laugh and wave goodbye to the boys, as I drag Kian back to our room. As I was waiting for Kian to open the hotel door, he says something " Lex I can't do this..." He says looking up at me. " Fuck not again, what can't you do this time?" I ask

" I... I.... I can't figure out how to open the door" He says slowly holding up the key card, and I swear right there at that moment, I couldn't breathe from laughing so much, so their we were, Kian and I laughing our butts off in the hallway, and it was one of those crazy memories that nethier of us will never forget.

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Decided to do a cute ending, because why not?

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