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One day, he's going to know. He'll know your birthday, your middle name, where you were born, your star sign, and your parents name. He'll know how old you were when you learnt how to ride a bike, how your grandparents passed away, how many pets you had, and how much you hated going to school. He'll know your eye colour, your scars, your freckles, your laugh lines and your birth marks. He'll know your favourite book, movie, candy, food, pair of shoes, colour and song. He's going to know why you're awake at 5am most nights, where you were when you realised you'd lost a good friend, why you picked up the razor and how you managed to put it down before things went too far. He's going to know about your first heart break, your dream wedding, and your problems with your parents. He's going to know about your phobias, your dreams, your fears, your wishes and your worries. He'll know your strengths, weaknesses, laziness, energy, and your mixed emotions. He's going to know about your love for mayonnaise, your dream of being famous when you were five, your need to quote any film you know all the way through, and your fear of growing older. He'll know your bad habits, your mannerisms, your stroppy pout, your facial expressions, and your laugh like its his favourite song. The way you chew, drink, walk, talk, sleep, fidget and kiss. He's going to know that you've already picked out wedding flowers, baby names, tiles for the bathroom, bridesmaid dresses, and the colour of your bedroom walls. He's going to know, get annoyed at and then accept that you leave clothes everywhere, take twenty minutes to order a Starbucks, have to organise your DVD's alphabetically, and check your horoscope.. just incase. He'll know your McDonalds' order, how many sugars to put in your tea, how many scoops of ice cream you want, and that you need your sandwiches cut into triangles. He's going to know how you feel without you telling him, that you need a wee from a look on your face, and that you're crying without shredding tears. He's going to know all of its. Everything. You, from top to bottom and inside out. From learning, from sharing, from listening, from watching. He's going to know every single thing.

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