ok so the last chapter wasn't the end...this one is. im sorry for all the mistakes i made that made it hard for all you guy to read. so enjoy :D.
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Well after all i been through, i was happy that i was back with jake. İ was happy we were together and i was happy i had my old life back. Well at least the part that doesn't involv my family.My mother was found with a guy. She said she was sorry to the police but they didn't let her go. İ didn't ask her to go to jail but it appears what she done to me wasn't the only crime she did. She was tried and put into jail for 83 years. She couldn't stand it and killed herself.
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"She had a hard life." dad said dropping some dirt onto her coffin. Jake was holding my hand tight and squeezed my hand to say it was my turn to talk.There was a knot in my throught but i gulped it down and managed to talk...for my mom
" After all we've been through, i never blame you for anything that happened" i started.
"You tried to make our lifes easier, to make us more confortable. İ cant blame you for that. But you had a weakness mom, you cared about us so much you forgot about yourself. İm not saying that im not greatfull but whatever happened to you happened because your care and love towards us. And no one can blame you for this" İ finished and threw a handfull of dirt on her coffin and went back to jake. He hugged me tight my hands on his chest and he kissed my forehead. even that didn't make me happy. Later on we went back home. Not my old home. The home where i was accepted as family. Where ilived with my boyfriend who was my best friend. My new room looked so empty withought Jake's paintings. But i made it work. Now all over the room is old photos...memories that will remind me how nice people im surrounded by and memories that wil never let my mom fade away. i curled into a ball and started to cry my eyes out untill i fell asleep. than my mother was there stroking my hair for a minute. she was in a white dress and looked more beautifull than ever. Than she faded into the night sky but i knew she would always be there, whenever i needed her she would be next to me helping me grow strong...
