The person he was seeing came to my house one evening I was alone with baby lost in my own thoughts, ah brought the letter he had written to her,
"The last 3 weeks with you has been the best 3 weeks of my entire life"
I'm sorry what? what about me? what about your daughter? did we mean nothing at all? , she left abs I felt even more broken and horrible, we celebrated baby's birthday I now have a 1year old. She was amazing, very strong willed, proper fiery redhead,,
As she grew older she had lots of issues with school and not having a dad, they stopped her doing Father's Day cards, she made them
To go up the garden or to burn in our back garden, or give to my dad,
I spoke to the school abs advised them not to stop her taking part all they where doing was making her stand out, she suffered a lot of bullying for not having a dad, was so hard to watch, and harder that I couldn't change it. As a parent our job is to protect and keep our kids happy, I couldn't I had to watch our girls heart break more each year as she got
Older,
She went to middle school, abs the bullying still happened, I'd fallen pregnant after a one night stand I was on the pill but it happened I need to be even stronger now, I messaged the father and said I'm pregnant, he was shocked at first but came found to talk,
He seemed happy spoke about names and then he went home, I didn't see him again, I had messages off him saying if you go for child maintenance I will kill myself, he knew what my oldest dad had done, I didn't want his money, wanted nothing to do with him,
I had my family support me while I was pregnant, wasn't easy but I carried on, by now my oldest was 7 we was living day by day, I was a single mum to 2 kids with different dads. Who would want me.
To my surprise I met someone I was heavily pregnant but he didn't seem to mind, he stood by me, he was there for all 3 of us, he had a daughter himself, we all had days out, I gave birth to a little girl, he brought her up as his own, life seemed to be going good,
But good things don't last!!!
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My life through my eyes
Historia Corta16 and In love, first boyfriend, first love. Little did I know that would change my whole life forever, and no in a good way. Pregnancy to losing my best friend, becoming a mum and losing myself , buts it's ok to not be ok, I'm sam and this is my...
