Mesothelioma

1. Your Born You Live You Die

"You look at a field of dandelions,
you can either see a field of weeds,
or a field if wishes" - Unknown

your born, you live, you die,
that's how it is for everyone.
everyone is born and everyone dies.
of course everyone lives, but
that's where things will go different,
especially for me.

Isadelade.
Yea, ew, I know. That's my real name.
It's like coolaid but not, coolaid is definitely better.
I was born on March 4th, 2008
So that makes me 17 today,
March 4th, 2025.
I've lived a short life that has lasted very long.
You see, I don't really have a life,
no friends, no school, no nothing.
I have a mom and dad, John and Sarah Buttons, two dogs, a St. Bernard we call Roseabell and a Great Dane we've named Batman.
Both of my parents work long hours to pay bills.
No were not poor. No where near actually. My mother is the #1 All around animal vet in 5 continents(North America, South America, Africa, Europe, and Asia, were still working on Australia and Antarctica though she is #2 in Australia and #3 in Antarctica) earning a salary of 1.4 million a year. And my father just made being in the Top 5 Best Lawyers in both of the America's, being ranked number 5, earns salary of 1 million a year. So by no means are we poor. But being a lawyer and vet they have long hours, I don't see them much.
They have to pay the bills on our huge house, and by huge I'm talking 17 bedrooms(not counting the personal bedroom for my dogs), 8 rooms holding our chef, 3 house cleaners, 2 lawn care takers, our butler, 3 body guards and a nanny for when my parents are gone, which my parents need to pay all. Then 2 more filled for me and my parents. 2 kitchens, 10 full bathrooms, 3 family rooms, 3 dining rooms, a game room, a movie theater able to seat 30 people with reclining-massage chairs, a library, 3 huge offices, one for mom, one for dad and one for meetings. Our house is sitting on our 40 acres of land. Tall, black, meal gates surround our house. The front yard has this beautiful fountain and gorgeous tulips, forget-me-nots, roses and daisies beautifully set around, and a half moon drive way leading to our 5 car garage. The back holds our pool with a diving board and slide, a skating rink for winter. A trampoline. A horse barn for my 3 horses, 2 arenas and a grass turnout. Another barn containing our 2 cows, 4 pigs, 7 hens, 2 roosters, 2 cats, 5 goats and a donkey. And a lot of grass. I really don't understand the necessity of so much land and such a big home but it wasn't exactly my choice.
My parents also have medical bills to pay though, because of me.
Yea, me.
I've got Mesothelioma.
It's rare, and has no cure, it's cancer.