The Color Guard Couple

Oh look more people!

Ever since mini-guard camp ended, I realized that I have no life. It was July and about two weeks since mini camp ended and all I've done is practiced, eat, watch Netflix, and stalk Oscar's instagram. That's one of the perks of me having a crush on you, I'll stalk the crap out of your social media profiles. I know that doesn't sound good but who doesn't.

It was the 4th of July and I was getting ready to go to a party. I decided to look at Oscar's instagram profile if something new happened. Once I open up his profile my heart sinks down to my stomach. I look at his bio and it says "Taken 7/2/14". I refresh the page about a million times to see if this is really happening and when it finally processes through my mind that it really happened I decided it was only a matter of time before this would happen.

What did I expect he's only known me since that week at mini camp and that was the only time he talked to me. I really wish I was the one he was taken by though. What did she have that I didn't? She was probably in her sophomore or junior year so that makes more sense. Still I thought Oscar and I had a thing for eachother. I was starting to think he actually liked me.

The rest of my day was pretty fun. I went to a family friend's house and we ate some good food, popped fireworks, and just had fun. Although I had a good time something did happen that almost ruined my night.

I was playing catch with my little brother, he's 12 and taller than me, and he threw me the ball and instead of catching it like any normal person would it hit the very top of my left ring finger and turned it blue from bruising. I could barely move it and it was so swollen it looked like someone tried to inflate it like a balloon.

I instantly worry about my color guard career even though it's barely exsistant. If I can't catch or even grab a flag there's no way I can spin. Also there's another camp happening next week and the other high school, Saginaw high school, is going to be with us. Molly also helps direct that high school while the instructor over there, Mr.Juhl, also helps direct over here at CTHS. So that means a lot more people. That also means a lot of more girls Oscar will be around. Then I remember why does that matter he has a girlfriend anyways.

I just hope that when I see him next week that we will talk more. If I can't be his girlfriend at least I can be his friend. We'll just see what happens.