A Different Me

Chapter 4

Sterling and I went to his house and his dad said that it was fine if I stayed the night. Sterlings dad is so nice, I wish my parents were as nice as him. Sterling and I sat on the edge of his bed. He started playing up beat music, I'm not sure what it was but I liked it. I jumped up with excitement I said "ohhh Sterling can we have a pajama party???" "Did you bring your onesie?" He asked. "I wouldn't come here without it. Where's yours." I asked. "Right here." He said and got up and pulled it out of one of his dresser drawers. I reached in my bag and grabbed my purple onesie with pink hearts on it. I walked to the bathroom and closed Sterlings bedroom door behind me so he could put his onesie on. I walked into the bathroom and put on my onesie I left on my white t-shirt because I knew it would get hot. I brushed my hair and took off my makeup. I walked out the bathroom and Sterling was in the kitchen popping popcorn. I walked to the kitchen and took a selfie, Sterling and I both made awkward faces that made us both look insane. I put it on Instagram and captioned it "Pajama party with my baby. He is the best." I put a bunch of hashtags that went with the photo and caption by the time I was done so was the popcorn. Sterling poured it in two bowls one for me and one for him. He put some extra salt on the popcorn just the way I like it. He gave me a piggyback ride back to his room and I carried my bowl while he carried his. Sterling sat me on "my" side of the bed and he sat on "his" side of the bed. He turned on Mario kart because he said he needed revenge on the last three times I beat him. He pressed play and we sat together on his bed playing Mario Kart until 10:00 pm I beat him several times but he wouldn't give up until I said "hey I'm sleepy can we finish this tomorrow." "Yeah but I'm gonna beat you tomorrow." He said. We were both finished with our popcorn bowls so he got up and put them in the kitchen. He walked back into his bedroom and turned off the light he laid on his side and I laid on mine. Sterling and I met each other at church and we both had promise rings that we use to remind us to say no to sex before marriage and we both believed strongly in it. So we knew our boundaries. He kissed my forehead and said "I love you so much goodnight." "I love you too goodnight don't let the bed bugs bite." I said. He chuckled a little and turned on his side facing the opposite way that I was and he fell asleep. Shortly after he fell asleep I fell asleep. That night I had the most awful nightmare I had ever had. It was about me walking home from school because my truck broke down and I came across a dead body and it was Sterling I called the cops but no one ever came then out of the woods came the killer and he had a knife. I ran as fast as I could then I tripped over a rock. The killer held me down and be can cutting into my skin to torture me and then a dog came and ran him off I crawled away in pain and got to a house but the house was a psychopaths house and they kept me as their pet they fed me dog food and kept me on a chain. Then the psychopath came and started asking me weird questions then he pulled a knife from his pocket and threw it at me and pointed a gun at me then I woke up. I jumped up in fear and I was panting in fear and my heart was about to jump out of my chest. I guess when I jumped it woke up Sterling because he sat up and looked at me in concern. He hugged me and said "are you okay?" "Yeah it was just a nightmare." I answered. He pulled me close and I hugged him the whole night but fell asleep with my arm around him and his arm around me.
Beep beep beep. The alarm clock for school was going off for school. Sterling got up and turned it off. He picked out school clothes. I got up and got my school clothes out of my bag then went to the bathroom and got dressed. Sterling got dressed in his room. When I was done putting on clothes I opened the bathroom door. I began brushing my hair and I decided to straighten it so I straightened my hair and put on my makeup. Sterling came into the bathroom and brushed his perfect blonde hair and we brushed our teeth at the same time. I picked up my phone and we took a picture together with the tooth brushes and white toothpaste foam around our mouths I put it on my story on snapchat. We finished brushing our teeth and went off to school. I just rode with Sterling because i left my truck at my house when I came here yesterday. We arrived at school and there were police cars all around the school. I instantly became frightened. I knew something bad had happened but I didn't know what.