Dramione Diary: SEASON 1- Hermione Version | COMPLETED

Entry 12

A.N.- Hehe yes, I'm gonna change a bit of this format this time ;). All Rights belong to JK Rowling and I own nothing except my mistakes.

August 27, 1998

Dear Diary,

UHH.. well, I already narrated everything about my dream and all but now that I read it again, it was like.. more than just a weird dream. Why did it seem so close to reality? Argh why is everything so confusing these days?!

Anyways, I went to Hogwarts today for the repairing work. This time Harry and Ginny were also there. Ginny was happy that we all were working together too. I missed Ron but the feeling was odd. I didn't miss him.. that way.

It was even weirder what I actually wanted. Perhaps, that dream had left me crazy because I craved to see Draco's eyes that way. The same terrified, piercing yet beautiful silvery-grey eyes. I don't even know why I'm writing it like this. It feels so cringe! And wait, did I just say Draco? NO NO NO DAMMIT! I AM REALLY GOING CRAZY IG! It is not like I like him or anything, but craving for love is what I do all day these days. Every time I see couples like Harry and Ginny being so clingy and cuddly, I want to be like that too with someone. I miss doing this with Ron. I know we barely did anything like that. Mostly, we just had fights or argued over stupid things. Still, I thought I was happy. Every couple expresses love differently and no couple is the same, right? So that explains it. I am probably never going to stop loving Ron. I am not over him. Not seeing him makes me crave love. Malfoy just happened to be there when I needed love. That made me get a minor crush on him. Yes, that is it. This is what I'm feeling these days. This is what is wrong with me these days.

AH we still stuck there lol. Let's move on. Ron won't be back to me now. Even if he comes back, it is too late now. I have suffered a lot because of him. Going as far as having a crush on my former enemy, this is perfectly insane and extraordinarily stupid act of mine. I need to get a grip on myself.

Now this will be the reason I'm gonna write what I'm gonna write ahead.

So, we met at 8 in the morning and everyone went on to repair the damages. Neville and Luna were also there. Neville was there as a teacher. He is now a professor of Herbology. Did I tell you this before too? Never mind. So, he was there to help as a professor and Luna was just there to help her boyfriend. Yeah, it is Neville, of course! Seamus and Dean were there too. Apparently, Dean is dating Angelina Johnson. Ginny and Dean are back to being good friends and Ginny was getting along well with Angelina too. It was refreshing to see all this again. Even though, I found myself constantly checking out the room I was in for any sign of Malfoy, I also kept control on myself. I knew this wasn't me who was searching him. It was just the unconscious part of my brain that wanted to see Malfoy's face from that dream. I'm sure it would have been a normal day for me had that dream not disturbed me.

Soon, we all decided to get together for lunch and so that was what we did. At 1, we met at a local restaurant for fun. No, it wasn't a wizarding world restaurant. Instead, I decided to make them all wear Muggle clothes and go to a Muggle restaurant. It was gonna be fun. The only person who knew the most about the Muggle lifestyle and everything was obviously me. So I became their guide. We went to the restaurant and all this time, a smile never faded from my lips. They all looked so weird yet cute in those clothes. They thought it was funny how I was still bossy. Hey, but I'm not!

"Ahem." We turned around to face Malfoy and Blaise who had a nervous expression. "Can we join you too?" No one spoke and honestly, no one except me, Ginny and Harry was interested in saying "yes" to him. We hadn't told anybody about getting along with Malfoy now. But we weren't hiding anyway. I raised my eyebrow at Harry who nodded and said, "Yes, you can, of course." It was fun to see the others' eyes going round as saucers and jaws dropping to the floor.

Oh damn not again! I will have to leave right now. I will continue this story later today, okay? I promise!

Yours, Hermione