Behind the Smile

Chapter 10

I grab the collar of his shirt and smash my lips onto his. We pull away, I put my head onto his chest, as he combs through my hair.
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I wake up to my hair being moved around.

"Good morning." Oikawa says, giving me a peck on the lips.

I look at the clock that's on my nightstand. "It's six thirty." I climb over Oikawa to stand on the floor.

"That's plenty of time to get ready. You don't need to worry."

"Not for you. You need to get your uniform and get to Seijoh, which is on the otherside of-" I get stopped with a pair of lips being connected to mine.

"Don't worry, I'll get going. You get in the shower." Oikawa says.

I hand my arm out so he can take his jacket.

"Keep it." He says, he walks out of my room.

I go down the hall and into the small bathroom. I take off my shirt revealing old scars on my arms. Some are deeper than others, some go from my wrist up to the end of my forearm while others are short and small. I turn the water on and hop in. 

I look back at the scars as the warm water hits them. I turn the water off and wrap my waste in a towel after I dry myself off. I put my uniform on and brush my teeth.

I grab my bag from my room and rush down the stairs. "Morning mom."

"Woah woah, this isn't the first day you know. Besides you have plenty of time," She says, her sliver hair is tide up in a bun. "I think you already know this, Oikawa already left."

"I know. What did you think of him?" I ask.

"You sure you two aren't just friends?" She asks, I came out of the closet to her when I was on my first year of high school.

I start thinking about the kiss from the night before and this morning. "I'm sure."

"Really? I heard you worrying about him this morning." She has her hands on her hips.

"Mom I'm sure, we are just friends."

"Well, I need to get to work. I love you," She stands on her tiptoes to give me a kiss on the cheek. "I'll be home around five. Oh and this Saturday we will be in a court room. Bring your 'friend' if you want.

"Court?" I question as the front door shuts closed. I hear the car drive off in the opposite direction I have to go to school.

I lock the door on my way out. It's quite this morning, only a few cars pass by.

I make it to the fairly large school. I look through my pockets for my phone. I give out a quite sigh as I realize I left it at home.

"Hey Suga." I turn around where the voice came from.

"Daichi." I say.

"You weren't at school yesterday. Did something happen?" He maybe scary sometimes, but he's always caring for others.

"Nothing happened, I just over slept." I put my hands infront of me and start to shake them.

"Okay then. Don't forget, Saturday we have practice."

"Got it." The bell rings to start heading to class.

The team all came up to me to ask where I was or did something happen. I told them all the same thing, I just over slept.

I rush out of the building when the finale bell rang. Continue to run once I got to my street. I grab my key that's in my bag to unlock the front the door.

I go to my room picking up my phone. 3 new messages. All of them from Oikawa.

Oikawa: 12:05

I was thinking if I can come over after school.

Your mom seemed to like me.

Oikawa: 2:41

Don't tell me you're ignoring me

I message him back saying I'm not ignoring him just left my phone at home. He replies back in only seconds.

Oikawa:

I knew that

Can I come over?

I reply saying he can. I turn off my phone and lay on my bed. Waiting for Oikawa to come. I look at the scars that are on my arms. Opening the nightstand drawer, finding the pocket knife I kept.