Minha,Story started with a strange thing..I was in chandigarh after my 10+2 doing btech..In my third semester i usually used to search her name on facebook,instagram but i dont know why i was doing that..Thinking about here without even knowing hee though she was relative but we never shared that much bound..We rearly meets on occasions..yeah!! I just remembered a scene from our child hood.Do u remember minha??
Few years ago,there was a marraige function of our common relative..And we both were present at that function..we used to play a lot..you always used to be with me most of the times..And you also proposed me there..we were child at that time so i told your sister that yoy proposed me...Hahahaha.I dont know what kind of bound we shared but there was awe always some craviness towards you..some force was dragging me towards you..Yeah i coudn't found you at the right time but i got you finally..Yes i have you..
So,after many years i found your username with Minhamehraj7..i requested you and you accepted that request..That was the being of our love story..No one knows then it will go that much long..i texted you the first...
Me:Hey??
You:yes...
Me:Do you know me??
Yes:yes ofcourse razia di ka beta...That was the first conversation of ours..isn't it??
I felt little relaxed taking with you though i was in a relation already with someone else..Was it begining??
We used to chat but not that much..but one thing i noticed in you that you was giving me reply within no time that attracted me more towards you..Because after a long time someone shows concern towards me..i felt safe with you..I feel happy with you...But i never proposed you because of loosing you as a friend but you showed some interest in me too that made me little courages to tell you...One day,You told me that a boy is teasing me..He is following me..I told you to give him my number i will handle it..That you and i got each others number...Now we used to talk on whatsapp..I was most of the time online there..yes..i was in other relation..But i was not happy with her because you know the reason..i want to get rid of that relation...And i was help less..i wanted you in my dark life minha...
But same time i was not ready to loose you by saying that i am in a relation with someone else...I was stuck but i made my mind to be with you so i spended maximum time with you...Your beautifull face with a cheerish smile was the medicine of all my depression..yeah i was selfish because i wanted to be with you after knowing all the consequences that will happened in future..Your style of walking like a gunda..Your atitude,Your short height,overall a packet of happiness for me..
Finally we expressed our love to each other...But you already knew my past because i choose to tell you but u didn't..U hide it from me..i dont know what was the reason behind that..slowly you became a part of my life..we shared almost everything about us..but yeah in the begining i hurt you alot..i know i hurted you.
By ignoring you..By making you to wait..and you too know the reason why i was doing that..i wanted to make my wrongs right..I wanted a clear life with you with no secrets,no lies,no tensions..Thats why i want to keep you away for a little time..i know you suffered alot at that time..But that was for our best life in future..Almost a year you waited for me Minha..That made me more to love you because you waited for me...On 18 june 2018,I messaged you at afternoon when i was in auto,
Me:Hey minha,I'm all yours now..Do whatever you want to do with me...You remember??..
You was too much happy i still remember..Our love story stared at that day..which we always celebrated as our anivarsary...Minha,how we started was not a good start but how we were going was the beautifull journey..Your care for me,afraid of loosing me,made me think about that why you came too late in my life...The day after i hand our my life to you was the day i start actually living in the world..I was lost and i found the path and a reason for living..
I always find excuses to talk with you..To see you..though i was too far from you..we never met over for the months but you always take care of myself..You make sure that i never miss you...The way u found to keep me happy was when at every night you told me to open my arms and u sleep on my arms..In initial days i didn't feel that but slowly i feel you there on my bed sleeping close to me on my arm which you gave me a precious gift no one ever gave that to me...Your pure love Minha that i am always missing...Yes i do..Do you???
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Tom's jerry
PoetryIt has been one year since you left me on the edge of the life where i had to choose between the life and death-i coundn't save myself.I lost everything.Minha i want to stay hidden from the world.And the more you ignored me,the more i came close to...