Still the problem was our family, they were not aware of anything about us,which always made me to worry alot. Her sister was the main conflictor,but i know that i can handle her because with love we can win anyone. Isn't it?. These became some nightmares for me at that time but i never told her these to her because i dont want to make her feel sad.
She was continously mistreating her that why are you talking on the phone at night, chatting continously, being waiting for hours. I told her that tell her about our relation, but she was ignoring by saying that she will create a problem. I was not aware of what kind of problem she will create if she is too in relationship. These questions were unanswerable to me. Months passed and my exams came close. I have to prepare for the exam as i had a backlog in Fluid mechanics. This was november session and the college in kashmir are about to close for the winter vaccations.
During the preparation of my exams, i managed the time very well so that she can't feel alone, it was very difficult for me to study and give time to her but i had to because she was now a part of my life. I usually talk at 3 am with her when i go to sleep after studies and also when we take the break in the middle of studies i usually used to talk with her. By this, i handled both things and i completed my exams. But problem came when the reamining backlog was after 15 days from the last paper and her winter vaccations was too happining on same days. She was very upset because we can't meet after that. So whether i have to leave the paper or let her to be upset.
I didn't think twice and book the tickets without giving that paper and decided to give that paper next year. She forced me not to do that but inside she was too happy. I said that it doesn't matter for me. Your happiness is much more important for me. So, i left the college and was very happy to see her. Because i have to see her after months. Long distance relation are awesome.isn't it??
When i reached to the airport, the happiness, i can't explain in words. Yesss.. i have to see her after long time. How she looks now. Will there be some change in her?? In her smile?? In her childness??.ohh always her memories kills me. She was the sun of my life.
I reached home and was egerly waiting to meet her. The craviness to see her, restlessness, these things were happining with me for the first time. My father was in Delhi, so i was free to meet her anytime. But being more happy brings some sadness too. My mother have a bad habit to check my bags, cupboard everything. I hate that and she did the same at that day when i came back from college. She checked my bag and there she found the gifts which minha had gave me before 6 months. Notes, paragraphs, dairy, slam , hand written etc. She told my sister.
Mother: is it Minha?? Our relative
Sister: I don't know.( walking out of the room)After that my sister told me that mother had seen everything, i was very tense because i know her. She always played a bad role in my every relation. I can't loose minha. She is the only thing in my life which i had left, she made me to live again. Will everything end up?? What will happen now? Will she tell father?? These questions were in my head that time. But i didn't told minha because i can't see her sad. My mother didn't told me anything neither I.
But later on, i came to know that she had told her brother about all this( as expected), but i was not afraid of any of them. She said to me
Mother:how you people know each other
Me: from instagram.
Mother: did shw proposed you??
Me: No i proposed and i don't want to discuss on this topic.
Mother: if father came to know anything about this, you know what will happen.
Me: I'll handle.I left the room and was preparing for tomorrow, yes i have to meet her, at our place. I forgot everything what happened because i dont give a damn what people think or do because i have her, but that was my big mistake. The day came when i have to meet her. I got early in the morning, took shower and wore clothes and left to meet her. I was so happy, while travelling i was thinking about her who she will welcome me, what she will say to me, will she get happy?. And she came near to me. Oh.. the beauty, Minha.. my world, my soulmate, i love you. She hugged me and i feel relaxed just like i got my life back. We greeted each other. We walked together holding each others hand. We talked during the whole journey just like she had a lot to say. Her pain, her happiness every damn thing. We reached to the restaurant and there i gave her the gift which she had told me to bring when you will come. The clothes. She accepted that and we eat there. We stayed for a while, this time she paid the bill. Yeah i didn't stopped her because i love when she did that.
After that we left the restaurant and i dropped her to her destination by saying goodbye. She never liked my goodbye but to tease her, i always say.
"You know Minha whenever i drop you, i call you at the same time. Because i feel low whenever we get seperated by roads. You and i were made for each other but i dont know what makes us apart. Being without you is too difficult and i can't bear that pain."
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Tom's jerry
PoetryIt has been one year since you left me on the edge of the life where i had to choose between the life and death-i coundn't save myself.I lost everything.Minha i want to stay hidden from the world.And the more you ignored me,the more i came close to...