Tom's jerry

Chapter:11

I can't sleep. I was thinking about her whole night. Crying slowly inside the blanket. What happened?? Everything is over. Can i talk to her again?? I woke up at the midnight and went to sleep with my mother. Yes i loved my mother alot. But later she also went against me. She betrayed me. You will get know later. She also did that before. In the morning i took her phone and gave a ring to Minha's number. She didn't pick up the call. I went back to sleep. After sometime, she called and my mother woke up. She saw the call and she was not letting me to pick the call. I begged her and my sister also told her let him to talk. After she agreed, i picked the call and there i cried like a baby because i missed her alot. One the other end she was also crying. We both were crying. I told her that i missed her so much and i told her that nevert lie again. She replied by saying " i will never ever in my life baba" . We talked a little and i told her i will call you after some hours and then i went back and i slept peacefully after talking with her.

In the morning after breakfast, i went to the doctor because i have some wounds which i had got last night. We went in the car. He prescripted me some medicine and we went back. It was afternoon. I took my nani's phone and called her she picked and we talk a little. Finally i got some relief and she was with me. What i want more then that??? She is with me, we both give a second chance to our relation. I didn't ask her about that boy and ignore by saying that whatever it was, was just a past. I don't want to know its just us now. I got my phone back and i changed the password of my google account where i had our photos more then 10000 photos. She told me that her mother beat her alot. But we still talk after everything happened. Was that never ending love??

After fews days i had to go back to college and also eid was comming. But i was not aware that another storm is comming in our lives. I went to my cousins house for some days. We were in contact as of like normal days. But some news broke that from tomorrow there will be restriction in kashmir due to security reasons. We thought that it is a fake news. When i went to sleep and waking in the midnight to call her, i checked my phone and there was no signal in the phone. They had banned the internet and also network. We woke up in the morning and we saw the news. And came to know that Article 37A is scarped. It was too heart breaking and no one knows how long it will go. No internet, no signal, no contact nothing was fruastating me from the day one. It was my first time to not talk to her that long. I was missing her badly.

I was frastuated what to do. I just want to meet her, talk to her like i used to. But i was helpless. There was cerfew outside. I stayed there for a day and i went back to home. Eid was comming and this was my first eid without her. I was feeling alone. I can't live without her. No contact from past 3 days was making me mad. I was having my lunch suddenly i checked my phone and i saw some signal in the phone i was excited that phone has been restored and i tried to call but it was failed and the signal was again gone. This was very frastuating moment for me.

Next day was eid, and i had made a plan. I went to my phufi's home( father,s sister) who lived just few meters away from them. I planned to go and meet her brother and gave him a letter with some eidi which i usually used to give her. So with all this plan i went to visit him. Everything was goinh according to the plan, i saw him outside the masjid and i gave him a letter and eidi and told him that tell Minha i am leaving for the college in few days. I got some relief. I hope she is fine. I never saw her and i want to hug her badly. I need that medicine. I was in a lot of pain. I don't want to leave without meeting her. This was not what i want to happen. I missed her.

The day came when i had to leave. Tickets are already booked to jammu and from jammu we have to go buy road. My uncle decided that he will come in his car and then he will pick up us by his car and we will go with him. With this plan, we were all set to go. I tried to call her last time but no results. I left without seeing her.

The flight was at 8 am in the morning, i left for the airport with my three friends. After reaching jammu my uncle was waiting outside of the airport and we left for chandigarh. Meanwhile, i tried many times to call her but all in vain. Finally we reached the college and we settled there. This was my 7th semester and first time in 1 year i left without seeing her. We reached there at the midnight and i slept after crying alot. I was continuosly calling her, seeing her photos and texting her. I know it was all madness but i missed her. I can't help me in that suitation. My friends was not aware of this suitation which was happened with me but my uncle told them everything. After few days they left and i was now alone with my friends. I tried a lot to be happy but i failed.