I woke up early in the moring as i had to meet her for the college purpose. She had to fill the form of NSS of the college. I didn't slept the whole night as i was afraid something bad is going to happen. With some positive mind i woke up, called her and trying to refresh my mood. Everything was going good. I thought it was just due to overthinking because no one had cared that much about me. I dressed up and went to meet her. I first picked her from college and from there we went to internet cafe to fill the form. That took about 30 minutes and after everything was finished there we went out and decided to go for some ride but that never happened.
We was just out of the cafe, suddenly a boy came infront of us. I had never seen him before. Before i say anything to her, she told me that he is my cousin if he asks anything tell him that we were in the cafe for the college purpose. I agreed and when he came near i greet him and suddenly he said that she is my girlfriend and we had relation from past 8 years in very rude behaviour. I was shocked. I couldn't understand what to say, what to do, who to believe. He approached me and minha pushed him back. She told me to go home we will talk later. I refused but she argued and i agreed. He forcely took her on her bike and i was headibg towards to my house with lot of questions in my mind.
Who was he?? Whatever he said was a lie or true? Was minha cheating with me? She loved me that much. How could she? Who is right and who is wrong. With these questions in my mind, suddenly another boy came in the bus and told me that i have to talk. I went down from the bus because i had to clear everything. So he told me where you live, how long you are in relation with her. I told everything. He told me don't worry no one will hurt you. After talking with him, that boy came back. I told both of them to bring minha and everything will be clear. They refused and took me with them on there bike. I let them to do that because i was hurt and i don't want to live anymore. There was lot of things in my head and they took me to somewhere far from the city. They were asking me how could you be in a relation with someone if she is already in relation. I told them hundred times that i didn't know anything about you even i never heard about you. She was with me 24 hours and how could you say that you are in relation from past 8 years.
Now they start beating me, i didn't resist just like i was letting them to do it. They were beating me and i was thinking about what i was expecting from minha and what she did. I didn't feel the pain literally. They told me who gift you this phone i told them minha. They took my phone by saying that it is my phone. Who gifted you watch and ring? I said that it is mine. I bought it ny myself and that was true. Minha and his sister was continously calling him to leave me alone but they refused. He told them that he will kill me. I was happy because i was not feeling anything. On hina's( minha's sister) request they let me to talk with her. I said to her that i am alright don't worry. They said me that everything will be ok don't worry. After sometime they took me back to the place where they picked me up and there was hina waiting for us with her brother in car.
We entered in the car and he said me call minha and tell her everything is over. I had no option and i told her. Deep down i was knowing that nothing is over because i know the love that we shared. After all this they drop me to my house but they took my phone also.
After i reached to my under construction house, i ask for the phone from one of the worker who was working there. I called my father and told him some people came and they took my phone and some money, they were theif. I lied.To save the respect of Minha. I made all that plan to save her. After calling my father i called hina and told him that i want to talk with Minha. She agreed
Me: hey minha.. why you did all this. You know na how much i loved you?? So why you did this to me.
She: Sorry baba.
She was crying..
Me: Dont cry love. I am with you always. I will never leave you. Dont worry. Whatever happened jusr forget everything. I love you.
Meanwhile her sister took the phone and cutted the call. I feel some relief after talking with her. I loved her. Yes after everything happened i still loved her. After that my parents came and i told them a fake story. They was not satisfied much with the story but i remained firm with my fake story. We decided to go to policr station for an FIR because they took my phone and they had beaten me. Somehow my mother called minha as she was aware that before everything happened i was with her. She called her sister and unfortunately she told her everything, that was her big mistake. But she too told her a fake story.
She told my mother that me and Minha was seen by her cousin and he did all this. My mother believed that story and she told this to my mamu( maternal uncle), his friend but not my father.
Now my uncle was calling them to tell the name of that person and to tell him to come and say sorry otherwise he will come to there house and tell there parents. He called her mother, now her mother is involved too. I was help less, i can't do anything. What can i do?? I tried my best to hide everything but i failed to do so. Now it was between them and i was sitting on the footpath of foreshore road thinking what is happening. I remember that last night i was scared that something is going to happen and that happened. WHY ME??. I loved her.why she did this to me. They were arguing on the phone. Lies from there side and lies from my side. Nothing was settling. Now whole family was aware of this scene but the fake one.I was sitting and listening everything. Finally everything was settled, not too much but to somehow. We went the police station for an Fake FIR for the family. It was almost 9.00 pm. We went back to the home. When i entered the gate, everyone was waiting like someone was died. I entered the room everyone kissed me, hugged me. My nani, nanu, everyone.
I havn't called Minha yet. What she is doing?? Is she alright?? I was not worriying about my pain. I was worrying about her. But now i feel betrayal a little bit. I was too angry with her. I ate my dinner and went to sleep. Before i went to sleep i offered 2 raqt of nimaaz and make dua that everything will be fine.
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Tom's jerry
PoetryIt has been one year since you left me on the edge of the life where i had to choose between the life and death-i coundn't save myself.I lost everything.Minha i want to stay hidden from the world.And the more you ignored me,the more i came close to...