Stalker - Frank Iero x reader (uncontinued)

Chapter 13

"So, tell me everything." Alice said, when we had settled ourselves in het room.

"Okay, so when Mikey kissed me, I pushed him away and walked home." I started, but Alice already interuppted me.

"Why? I thought you liked him." She said.

"I did at first, but now I just see him as a friend." I stated.

"When I opened my door and wanted to go inside, Frank suddenly was there and was really close to me. He asked me if I liked Mikey and I said no. And then he asked if I liked someone else and then he almost kissed me."

"What do you mean, almost?" She asked, curiously.

"Well, my dad came home so Frank just walked away." I said.

I now just realized how dissapointed I was that Frank hadn't kissed me.

"So you really like him, don't you."

"I guess so."

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"You're wortheless." My dad spat.

I gulped, tears appeared in my eyes.

"Why can't you even go to the store to buy some potatoes? Why is that so hard for you?" He asked angrily.

"I-I... I don't know." I whispered.

My parents had asked me to go to the store to buy some potatoes, but I didn't dare to. I was just too scared. I don't know why, but I'm just scared to go to busy places without someone I know.

"What are you even scared of? That someone is gonna see how wortheless you really are?" He practically yelled at me.

Tears started rolling down my cheeks.

"Why can't you just be fucking normal?" He yelled.

I ran upstairs, into my room and slammed the door behind me.

Sobbing, I slid down with my back against the door.

Why doesn't he understand? He doesn't even try.

I know I'm wortheless, but he doesn't need to remind me all the time.

Does he think I like it that I can't do anything right. I don't even dare to go to the store alone.

At moments like this, I just want to sleep and never wake up again.

It just hurts so much that even my own parents don't believe in me.

They always tell me that they love me, but if they really did they wouldn't treat me like this, right?

I scratched my arms and hit the wall. My fist started throbbing from the punch.

I pushed my face in my pillow and screamed. I screamed as hard as I could, until I was out of breath.

I laid there on the floor of my bedroom, curled up in a ball, crying my eyes out.

My parents didn't call me for dinner, so I just decided I would wait for breakfast tomorrow.

I didn't mind, I was fat anyways. Maybe it was better to skip dinner.

I was tired and just wanted to sleep, so I pulled off my clothes and put on my pajama's.

Sniffling, I laid in bed and pulled my blanket over me.

After about an hour, I finally fell asleep.

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I woke up and groaned. My eyes felt sore and the skin around felt dry.

Somehow, I always wake up way too early and can't fall asleep again. I don't really mind, because now I can avoid my parents.

After about a minute, I got up and washed my face.

I put on my school uniform, I really hated that uniform. I just want to wear a bandshirt with black jeans or something, not a stupid blue skirt.

After I got myself ready for school, I quickly made myself a sandwich and went outside, because my parents would wake up anytime then.

It was still really early, I still had two hours until I had to go to school, so I just walked around a bit, while eating my sandwich. I was really hungry, because I had skipped dinner the day before.

After about half an hour of just walking around, I heard something behind me. I turned around, but didn't see anyone. 

I shrugged and started walking again. Maybe I'm just getting a little paranoid.