Perfect (on hold)

Chapter 6

We were looking at each other, when I heard Mia said ˝Emma are you listening?˝

˝Um.. Mia.. yes.˝ I really didn’t know what she was talking about, but I couldn’t let them know why not. Jacob ego is already too big and I don’t have any wishes to make it even bigger. And Mia… I was thankful that Aidan was here too, because she knows me too well. She would guess what was wrong if she wouldn’t be so thrilled about him.

˝Really? Um… ok then. See you later.˝ she smiled at me for a second and then looked at Aidan. They went quickly to one of the cars and drove away.

Wait what??

˝You really don’t know what they were talking about don’t you?˝

I looked up at Jacob who was smiling at me.

I didn’t bothered to answer him ˝Where did they go?˝

˝Come.˝ he said and went to the other car.

˝No. I won´t go anywhere with you.˝ I said a little bit angry.

˝Did I said yes to Mia or it was you? Decide already!˝ I didn’t understand what was he talking about. I wanted to ask him about it when he sighed…  ˝Aiden forgot something home, so he asked Mia to come with him. And since I came with my own car, Aiden thought that we could go together. So when Mia asked you, if it was ok with you, you said yes.˝

Great, it couldn’t be any better.

So I went in his car and when he was driving, I remembered I didn’t even know where we´re going to.

˝Where are we going?˝

He looked at me for a second and I said ˝Aidan wanted tonight to be different than yesterday, so we´re going to the restaurant.˝

˝Oh.˝ I didn’t know what to say.

˝Oh?˝ he asked.

˝I mean… Mia will love that… Although I think that no matter where we would go tonight, it is Aiden who is important to her to be there with her.˝ I said more quietly.

"Yeah... it is same with Aidan."

His voice was calm and I could say that he meant what he said.

I didn't know what to say next, so I looked out the window.

He is different. Yesterday he was arrogant and mean, but today he is nice... no matter what I say he is...

When we came to the restaurant and parked, we decided to go inside and then wait for Mia and Aiden.

"Is something wrong?" I asked.

"Not really... why?"

"I don't know... you are different."

He looked at me surprised and said: "Different? How?"

"You… um... forget it."

"No. Tell me."

I didn’t know how to tell him. Neither I didn’t even know if that was a good idea. "Do you know where they are?˝

˝Are you scared to be here alone with me?˝

˝No!˝

˝Then what?˝ he said looking in me, waiting for answer.

˝Yesterday you were mean, arrogant, annoying, stupid and today you are almost… kind. Maybe that a little bit scares me, but not in the way you think. So why Jacob?˝

I saw that he was thinking about something, but then he stood up.

He took my hand  ˝Please.˝ he said.

I didn’t know what he wanted. I just looked down on our hands, how he held mine and I felt like everybody disappeared around us. His hand was warm and big.

Then I looked back up at him.

He was looking down at me. His brown eyes were shining in that light and all I could think of was how beautiful they are.

I was so lost in them, that I still didn’t remove my hand form his.

It was something in the way he held it.

Like I couldn’t release it.

So I stood up and let him lead us somewhere. I didn’t realize where we were going when I found myself on the dance floor.

I saw a few pairs who was already dancing to the slow music that was played.

I looked up at him again and didn’t know what to do. Usually I avoid dancing, because I don’t think that I dance good, but in that moment I even didn’t have enough will power to refuse him.

He then took my other hand and pulled me closer. We were looking at each other all the time and I could feel I was a little bit scared of this.

He then took one step closer to me, so the space between us disappeared. I breathed in his essence and I couldn’t help to feel good like that.

I didn’t even realize when we started moving or when I intertwined my hands around his neck.

All I knew was that I was there. With him.

And it was special.

Please read…

These days I was thinking about if I should end and stop writing or go on… and I still don’t know what to do. So help me. If you think not then ok, I will stop, but if I will get any votes or PM, I will keep writing. So help me choose. It would mean a lot to me :)