Ignore Mistakes
March 2,2021Jania Meshell Jackson
21"Come get it back in blood" I rapped dancing around my living room with Lani
Incoming FaceTime from Furly ❤️🩹...
"Jania you might wanna go listen to Youngboy new song" Furly made a conceited face in the camera
I grabbed the remote and searched up his name seeing the most recent song called Lonely Child
I clicked on it sitting on the couch making Lani climbed into my lap
Pipe that shit up, TNT
I just wanna be loved
D-Mac on the fuckin' track
Don't nobody understand me though
Tahj MoneyThe way I came in the game
The image that I had put out
They wouldn't expect me to have feelings
Know it probably don't seem like it
That's why they talk about me like I ain't human
But we all isBut I'm still being me
I'm still in the streets and I'm still thuggin'
Until them niggas put me under, yeah
That's how we livin' and that's how we going out
You hear me? Open your mouthI say, mama, I'm so sorry
I got ice burn where my heart at
On the road where I had it hard at
How I'm chosen? I'm so heartless, so, so heartlessI ain't know my age, he was 16, they killed Lil Dave
Mind in a rage, I'm way too young to feel this pain
I ain't know how to fade, but I dove in 'cause I'm a man
I love that girl to death, as we get old, our feelings changeI pay for therapy because my thoughts ahead of me
They keep on draggin' me, I play for keeps, they scared of me
I cannot barely, can barely sleep or even breathe
I cannot hold on without you on side of meI never knew this fame would take the ones I love from 'way from me
I wanna see Lani bad, but I can't seem to call Nene
Go in with no pen and pad, I got this shit right on my sleeve
Right now my candle burning wax, I'm feelin' like it's burnin' meI'm just a lonely child
Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
Take this pain away, this pain away
Because my head been runnin' wild, wildI fell in love with Kaylyn
Without even knowin' this bitch done snaked me
I'm missin' Yaya daily, the one who don't make me feel basic
Happiness I'm chasin', while killers behind me tryna blank me
You don't know what I'm feelin'
Or what I'm thinkin' and you can't change me