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Jania Meshell Jackson 21
"Come on Lani" I called out to her
"I coming mommy" her little voice said
Over the past month Kentrell cut all contact with me
Shit ain't like I care he the one missing out on his daughter life
Not only that but he tried to front yo Twitter like I was keeping her away
He stopped giving me money for her
And I honestly don't care cause I didn't need it
His mother is still a fake bitch and instead of Teelee just coming around so does Kendell Lay And Bway
Like how your siblings act like more of a father to your child then you do
Then he had the nerve to text me today asking for his daughter cause it's his birthday
He had me so fucked up
No all of a sudden she yo daughter so you can post her around you for your birthday
He doesn't care about my daughter but as long as the internet thinks he does it's fine
I refuse for my child to be in anybody back burner
Right now I was taking Lani to the Aquarium
Just because I know she's having a good time while her other side of the "family" throwing birthday parties and shit
"Mommy I want kay" she pouted making me sad
I've tried to get in contact with her siblings mothers but he told them not to respond to me as well
Like you already terrified your daughter for the rest of her life and now you want even let her see her siblings
He really got problems he need to deal with cause this ain't the Kentrell I remember
"I know baby soon I promise" I reassured her
She nodded and skipped ahead of me as I locked the door
"Hey nene" I heard a voice making me turn around
"Wassup teelee" I responded seeing who it was
"I know you don't wanna see him but I really know that he's changed and he's trying! And I'm not just saying this I was on your side the entire time but I see how not seeing his daughter effects him" she started
"It's night where he literally cries himself to sleep because he blames himself and although it definitely his is fault you should give him another chance" she finished
"It's not about me giving him another chance it's about Kelani giving him another chance shes two and traumatized when she hears his voice she cries I'm not about to force my child in no uncomfortable situation" I added
"Can y'all just try for the sake of Lani she needs her father in her life besides it's been months I'm sure she forgot" she shrugged
"Man Ight" I waved her off
"Come on Lani let's go see Kay" I told her and she instantly ran to me
"Yay yay yay" she cheered as I put her in the car
I really hope I don't regret this decision
She really took a forty-five minute drive all the way over here
After procrastinating and turning the dive into a hour I finally arrived
Getting out I went to Lani side picking her up
"You ready" I asked and she nodded
"Lani" Kacey screamed as soon as we got in the back yard
"Tarzan" I put her down letting them hug
I like how kacey mama ain't in the mix half of the fans don't even know she the baby mama
"Hi nene" he waved shyly to me
"Wassam kacey Kk" I bent down to his level smiling at him
"Look what the wind blew in" Nisha tried to hug me but I dodged it
Ion care what Kentrell told her to do she a grown as woman and shouldn't of treated my baby like that
"Kay Kay" Lani ran to him falling in the process when she spotted him
"Bubbi" he got of the bouncy house giving her a tight hug
"Hey mama" Kentrell went to scoop her up making her freeze
"Hi" she sent him a small wave and slight smile after five minutes
"I missed you" he told her
"I-I just want mommy" she told him reaching for me
"Can I have a hug" he asked her and she nodded wrapping her arms around his neck
A couple seconds later he handed her over to me
"Can we talk just us three" he asked and I nodded following him to the front of the house
"I'm sor-" he started before I politely cut him off
"You don't owe me an apology you owe our child one do you realize the effect you had on her how traumatized she is for months she could hear your voice without crying and she used to adore the sound of it!! She used to beg to play your songs now Everytime she hear ones she turns it off or pouts" I explained
He looked at me with sad eyes like I caused this on him when he caused it on himself
He stood there for a couple minutes before bending down to her level while she hugged onto my leg
"You not even gone fully understood but just know I'm sorry I ain't ever mean for that to happen to you if I could take it back I would I swear on my life if I could go back right now and take your pain away I would I love you forever Kelani and I swear I got you for life"
