Story theme song: How Does A Moment Last Forever by Céline Dion
⚠️❗️⚠️❗️⚠️❗️WARNING ⚠️ ❗️⚠️❗️⚠️❗️ THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE THEMES SUCH AS SEX, ABUSE, MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF-HARM, AND OTHER DARK TOPICS! PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! IF ANY OF THESE TOPICS MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE I HIGHLY SUGGEST SKIPPING THIS CHAPTER!
Jason's POV🏳️🌈
"YOU'RE WORTHLESS! NOTHING BUT A FAILURE! YOU'RE A DISAPPOINTMENT TO THIS FAMILY!"
"Jason! Your food is getting cold!" "Coming Petra!" I run down the stairs and into the dining room. "What on earth were you doing up there?" "I had to finish writing a letter to my older brother and little sister." That technically wasn't a lie. I do have letters I need to deliver to them. "You have siblings?" "Yep! I do Eld. There's my older brother Jackson, he's the best! And then my little sister Janelin, I'll protect that girl even if it costs me my life." "Aww! That's sweet Jason." " Thanks, Petra. :D" I can tell everyone wants to know about my past. Maria, have mercy on anyone who finds my notebook. There are only two people who know, Captain Levi and Commander Erwin. "Hey Jason, we don't know much about you. So would you if I asked a personal question?" "Not at all Gunther." "We want to know about your past. To get to know you better." I sigh, of course, it's the one thing I'd rather not talk about. "I-I'd rather not talk about it." "Do you not trust us?" "That's not it Oluo. I really trust you guys. It's just a topic I have trouble talking about. I'll give you this though. My past was horrible, it fucked me up, and I don't like talking about it. I know all of you want to know but I just don't feel comfortable talking about ok. I'm going to finish and send my letters."
Petra's POV👑
"Why the hell would you say that?! We have no idea what his past is! And based on what he has told us, it's not a good one! You can't just say stuff like that!" I scold Oluo. Honestly, when he's not acting like the Captain he's still an ass.
Jason's POV🏳️🌈
I close my notebook. Maybe I should bring it down during dinner. Yeah, I'll do that. I can leave this page on the table, see if they read it.
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-At dinner-
I brought my notebook and started sketching my friends after I ate. I started with Levi, after him was Petra, then Eld, next was Gunther, and last but not least Oluo.