"it's a filter" noah replies to me, my face dropping into my hands in embarrassment.
"noah oh my god. we're gonna have to wash this!" millie is shaking her head at noah, who is drawing a mustache on his face with a sharpie. millie, noah and me are filming a video for his youtube channel.
"noah that isn't gonna come off, that's a sharpie!" i run to the bathroom and begin to soak a face cloth in water. i start to think about yesterday, and how finn nearly found out about what happened. i need to tell him, i know i do. i owe him that much. it's just so hard to talk about. its just... i love him, and i don't want him to think less of me, or upset him. i know it will upset him when i tell him, and it will probably anger him too.
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"shit! i thought it would come off!" noah shouts, starting to roughly scrub at his face causing it to go bright red.
"the makeup team are going to love you" i remind him. he flips me off and then runs to the bathroom and starts trying out ever product he owns in hope that one of them would remove it. in short, none of them did. mills is basically like noah's second mother, so she was annoyed to say the least. i hear a knock at noah's trailer door, and millie walks over to open it, revealing finn.
"kelsieeeeee! your boyfriend is here!" she shouts back, winking at me. i roll my eyes while they both sit down next to me. i give finn a quick kiss and drop my head on to his shoulder.
"you two are just the cutest ever." mill squeals, as i smile warmly. finn's smile turns into a laugh when noah walks back into the room.
"noah jesus why the fuck have you got pen on your face!"
"it was for fun, and then i realised it wouldn't come off!" noah says, attempting to defend himself.
"the duffers are going to kill you." he mutters.
"do you guys have any more filming for today? i wanted to surprise everyone with a night trip to the beach to have some fun."
"i haven't!" noah says, with a rush of excitement.
"neither do i, this is going to be so fun!" millie replies
"i have one scene left to film with caleb in like 30 minutes and that's it so yeah that sounds great kels!" finn replies.
"i'll text gaten and sadie and ask when they're done filming their scenes together. finn, could ask caleb if he's free after your finished?" finn nods his head in agreement, and millie picks her phone up and starts texting the others. this is going to be so fun. at the beach, watching the sunset with my best friends.
"sounds amazing but i refuse to go to the beach with sharpie on my face. millie do you have any like makeup remover or something that will like help get it off?"
"come with me schnipper. we'll be back in 2 minutes or so. bye guys!" millie stands up with noah and heads off to her trailer, leaving me and finn. we are both leaning against noah's bed, turned towards each other.
"how the fuck noah thought sharpie wouldn't stain i'll never know." i joke
"well, that's noah for you." finn giggles but his laughter dies down in seconds. i know what's coming.
"hey kels?" he asks, appearing nervous.
"yeah?" my palms are starting to feel sweaty.
"you know yesterday when you had a nightmare? was it um... was it really just a nightmare or was it more than that? you kept saying the name sam and i don't know if it's really any of my business but did anyone try to hurt you? you don't have to tell me if you aren't comfortable, i was just wandering because you were repeating the phrase 'please not again' over and over and i wasn't sure what to think of it." finn stutters, clearly very anxious. i'm lost for words. what am i supposed to say? i want to tell him, but not right now. i need a while to tell the full story.
"well... um-" i get cut off when i hear the door open, and sigh of relief. noah and millie.
