MIA
Today is our first date or that what he called it but I don't want to.
Theo got better and he decided to take me out, If you think I'm excited the answer is no.
I'm afraid and always thinking, I use my mind more than my heart lately not always.
Maybe this is right, it helps with the pain.
Because every time I think by heart i'm in a deep shit.
"MIA...oh hey honey what are doing?" Mom said while walking inside my room
"Um well i'm going on a date" i said nervously
Mom looked surprised
"My girl is grown up and she got a boyfriend" mom said loudly, well mom this is not the boyfriend i need.
I wanted to cry i miss him.
"Mom lower you voice i don't want dad and mason to head", to late for that Mia
"Who is he!" Mason said. "Mason he is just a friend okay no need to go ninja on him" i said seriously
He ruffled my hair and went out
"Whatever will make you sleep at night mimi"
Annoying little bro ugh....
When mom left mason came again, "are you sure about this?", "no but it will happen sooner or later".
Mason just nodded, hugged me and went yo his room.
Lexi and rose came by and decided to help me with hair and makeup.
"You didn't shower yet!!" Rose exclaimed
"Well i was going to now" no need for them to be this rude, "Well hurry up then" not you to Lexi
.
They are always demanding but i love them, so it is fine.
Wrapping my body in a towel
They were still inside my closet they haven't decided on what i' wearing yet!!
What are taking them too long it's just a hang out not a date well i wish it was just a hang out.
They finally settled on a neon green crop top
With dark washed high waisted skinny jeans.
Well they are playing barbie now, I didn't even know i own this top.
My makeup was simple mascara, eyeliner, and lipgloss.
The added some blush but i guess it is not necessary.
Am I insane that I'm already agreeing to date him after just one kiss?
But i feel like i don't even known him.
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of his motorcycle.
Yes he's here, there is no time for backing up now.
I heard the door bell ring then lexi and rose sprinted down the stairs to open.
I heard them talking then of course mason has to come and do his ninja and scare him away.
Well i wish he could scare him away.
Well i was surprised when i saw them laughing
Theo saw me, he smirked, and winked!!!
Not in front all of these for gods sake!!
I was biting my inner cheek to hold my self from smiling at him.
He is not that bad but maybe just a friend for now.
"Have fun kids"
"Mason We are literally older than you"
He closed the door laughing.
"You-you look beautiful"
"Thanks, you too" okay i guess I'm getting used to him, every time i talk to him, We hopped on his bike
"Well who is eager to hold me" i can see his smirk from the back here
I hit his back annoyingly.
Ugh he is always getting on my nerves how can i like some like him now?
He is great to be honest, I don't think he ever want us to be something at least he won't when he knows how broken i am.
Damn...
I hate my mind for thinking that way now
Why am i so insecure
Do i look insecure hell no but inside i am just a shy little girl with braids who still can't believe that someone will love her or ever think about her in any other way more than friends.
Except him... i wish i could see him i wish i hold onto every moment with him.
My mind took me off reality realizing we had, stopped already and i'm still holding onto him
Is there anyway to embarrass myself more?
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