♡︎𝑳𝒆𝒕 𝑴𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖♡︎ [Ushioi]-Completed

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Oikawa knew what was going to happen, it always ended like this. 

Iwaizumi would get drunk on Friday, Saturday or Sunday night, and come over. They would fuck until 3, 4am, and then they would stop. Oikawa would stay laying in bed while Iwa smoked and put his clothes on. Then, he'd leave. 

That's what was happening right now, on this Sunday night, and it was 2am already.  As soon as Iwaizumi got off the bed, Oikawa turned to face him. He watched as he put his clothes on and smoked a cigarette. Then, he put his coat on, and walked to the dorm door. 

Oikawa felt like reaching out, felt like telling him to stay, but Oikawa knew the answer; he had tried it before. So he watched, he silent as Iwa put his shoes on and grabbed the doorknob. 

"Bye." Iwa said, opening the door. 

"Bye Iwa-chan." Oikawa said, and he left. 

Just like that, he was gone. 

Oikawa sighed and cuddled himself in the covers of his bed. He should be used to this, it always happens, but it keeps getting more difficult as he falls more and more in love with Iwaizumi. 

He used to tell Iwa to never smoke in his dorm since it made his eyes burn, but he doesn't anymore. He lets him smoke, lets the smoke make his eyes burn and go red and lets himself breathe the toxic smoke. Anything for love...Anything for a bit of Iwa's time. 

Oikawa was getting tired of it, of being submissive to Iwa. However, he can't really stop. I mean, you can't stop love. 

He sighs and closes his eyes to go to sleep. He has to accept that this is his life now, and he has no courage to change it. But it's really all a waste of time, isn't it? 

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Oikawa manages to get 5 hours of sleep before his first class the next morning. 

He speed walks through the college campus to get to his class. He plans on becoming a volleyball player, but decided to do a course too since after he is too old to play anymore, he has a second opinion. He decided on teacher, sports teacher to be exact.

When he finally got to his first class, he walked in and got his books out. Just a few lessons until practice. 

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Lunch was definitely Oikawa's favourite part of the day, except for the fact he had to run around the college to find Iwaizumi. 

Despite having less lessons then Oikawa, Iwaizumi never tries to find him. It's Oikawa that chases after him. Cause Oikawa likes Iwa, his company, friendship, his personality. Iwa cares about Oikawa, but not as much as Oikawa cares for him. 

Oikawa is out of breath by the time he spots Iwaizumi. He's sitting on a bench in the outside part of the college, but there is someone with him. Someone Oikawa knew well, well everyone knew her. This person made Oikawa not even want to go up to them. He hid behind a wall, and spied on them a little. 

Iwa and Kamira where sitting together on a bench, talking. Kamira is one of the most beloved people in the college. She's sweet, nice, kind, pretty, slim body, perfect mouth, eyebrows, blue eyes, light brown hair. Every guys dream girl. 

And like many people, Oikawa feels self conscious next to her. So that's why he watched them from a far. They seemed to be talking normally, occasionally laughing and playfully hitting each other. This was normal for two friends, but Oikawa couldn't help but feel jealous. 

Specially when Iwaizumi was laughing and smiling so much with her. He never looked that happy with Oikawa. Maybe Oikawa isn't funny enough, or pretty enough to make Iwa laugh. That's all that crossed Oikawa's mind at that moment.