Perfect- Owen Joyner

17. Kneel

Hello, for personal shits, Sebastians name is changing to Jacob, so Sebastian now is Jacob, thanks

Its been a whole month since broke up with Owen, we havent talked, from what Charlie has told me, he and Angelica are dating, Jacob and i have a thing, not dating but we have our moments. I have 1 week until my program in France ends and i have to go back home, lowkey i dont wanna leave, i have to live with owen and Angelica and its not something that excite me

"What are you thinking about?" jacob asks breaking my thoughts, he hugs me from behind, placing his chin on my shoulder "Nothing, its just rainy days are so peaceful" i respond as i keep staring at the window, looking at the rain go down, i feel his staring at me "What are you thinking?" i ask now i drive my look to him "At what am i gonna do without you next week"

"You are going to enjoy miss your hottest friend" i joke pointing at me, and now turning around to him "Thats the problem, i dont want you to be my hot friend" he says and i know where he is going "Look Jacob, i broke up twice with a toxic bitch, im not ready" i say

"Its fine, yah, as long i can do this" he says wrapping his arms on my hips and kissing me

The week goes on kisses and spend time with all my friends a last time, now that we are at the airport, im not even sure if i wanna leave

I say good bye to everyone, last one is Jacob, i give him a warm smile, holding onto the fact we are just friends

"Take care" he whispers closer, he hugs me but it looks more of an excuse to kiss me, the kiss felt like it was going to be forever, but it didnt

"Honey, you need to leave" Ericka whispers, pocking my shoulder, and breaking the kiss, "right, bye" i say at last, walking to the plane

The flight is long, really long, i wasnt hoping Owen to be at the airport to pick me up, but there he is

"Hi Lis, i missed you" Charlie yells, running to hug me but my looks is stolen by Owen's presence "Did you bring me my Parisian girlfriend?" Charlie jokes even tho he knows i wasnt in Paris "I was in France, France has a lot of places" i respond

I walk to Owen and what i think is Angelica "Hello darling" she says pulling her hand out "Thanks for the guy" she whispers as she pretend to hug me "Owen's been a good boy or has he cheat already?" i respond Sarcastically, she is clearly mad about it and i dont care what Owen thinks "I didnt cheat on you" he responds again pretend to hug me "Angelica is here, isnt it?" i say trying to laugh off the pain

When we get home, Angelica says her 'mom' called her, which seems weird but i didnt say anything, Charlie went for food, i think on purpose so we can talk or at least try to

"So, how is Jacob?" Owen asks leaning close but not so close "We are not together, but he is alright" i respond quickly to avoid him "i like your hair color" he mentions giggling, i did some Locks of hair red after we broke up, the second time "Thanks, i did myself" i say

"Can i ask you something?" he says, this is why i didnt want to talk to him at first place, i just nodd looking away "Why were you so toxic and jealous?" he asks pretty sure of it, but that made me even more mad "I was toxic? A girl touching your body and that girl is now your girlfriend, that is ridiculous" i respond now yelling "I wanted a healthy relationship and you cant have it, you didnt even want it, thats why you are not with Jacob, because you dont want a healthy relationship"he says breaking my heart in pieces

" You dont know about healthy relationship, and im pretty sure Angeli-" i couldnt even finish when the door bell cut me off, i walk upset to the door, open it with the surprise of Jacob kneel in the door "I love you more than you could ever think, i want us to be a thing, do you?"