There And Back Again [Black Clover x BNHA]

Author's Note

Hey everyone! I know it's been a hot minute since I've appeared. Let's discuss what's been going on.

I'm in my final year of undergrad and am currently applying for grad school. My grandmother has also been given just a month if that to live at this point in time. Due to these factors, I have fallen into a really bad depressive episode. I don't want to be in it, but it's been really hard and it's going to be hard when things come to pass. It's why I have struggled to find motivation for writing and drawing, things I love.

However, I have also made some wonderful friends this semester who, although tease and poke fun occasionally, are truly great friends who care about me. For some reason, they've decided to help me through this and stay by my side as I struggle. I love them for this because I don't feel it's worth it, but they apparently do.

I'm trying to fight my depressive episode as I feel I can't let it linger, but as anyone with depression knows, it's hard. Recently, I've decided I want to one day publish a novel, so that's a side project. Another thing which is what's fueling the tiny fire in me to write fanfics again is a new story idea that I've actually planned out for once. I'm going to write that story first. I know it's not this one, but hear me out.

Writing a new story is something fresh and motivating for my brain which right now is struggling to find that will. I want to finish this one 110%, not finishing it isn't an option as I want to do a sequel which is more reader inclusive. But I ask you all to hang in there a little longer as I try to find a foothold in life that doesn't feel like I'm falling off the edge.

I love you all and appreciate you reading my shitty little stories and sticking with me. I'm not going to abandon this fic and we will see it to the end together along with whatever sequel comes out of it. I just need to write something else to get my mind on the right track again. Please understand that.

Thank you, with all of my heart. And I will see you soon.~Zelinith