Reid Siblings

Chapter 3

AMY POV

"Smooth."

"Shut up Reid." Derek growled.

"No I'm serious that had to be perfect Der." Amy laughed. "My brother who has an IQ of 187 totally believed yo-"

"ALRIGHT ALREADY !" Amy bursted out laughing, then Derek repeatedly hit his head on his steering wheel causing Amy to laugh harder which made Derek groan. "You do realize that he is going to murder the both of us right?!" he turned his head to look at her.

"Look I just gotta out run you and I'm good." Derek glared at her. Amy sighed "I know okay and honestly I don't blame him....murdering me not you." She said as she leaned back rubbing her eyes with her hand.

"Look Amy I barely know you but I know your brother."  Amy looked at Derek. "I know he might be pissed but he won't be mad at you. He'll be mad that you were gone and he couldn't do anything to help you. Now I'ma text Hotch and Gideon to let them know that I need to meet with them right now in Hotchner's office." She agreed with Derek but she still had blame and guilt in her head. Sure she didn't plan on getting kidnapped and tortured. Was she tortured? Amy honestly couldn't remember the past year. She only remembered getting taken and then everything else is just empty. Amy was so lost in her own thoughts that she didn't hear Derek getting out of his car until he closed the door,  accidentally startling Amy . "Sorry Serge I didn't mean to scare ya."

"It's okay Der I'm okay I promise." Derek opened Amy's door for her. They started walking into the building and Amy felt her throat starting to close. She felt her feet become concrete yet the room was spinning. She stopped in front of the elevator when Derek walked in, pressing what floor they needed to go on. Derek held his hand out incase Amy wanted to hold it while she was in the elevator but she walked in. When the doors opened Amy walked out as Derek Pushed ahead to see if Spencer was out there. When he didn't see Spencer, Derek ushered Amy over to Hotch's office. Derek told her to stay by the door as he was talking to Hotch and Gideon. Instead Amy wandered over to Spencer's desk. It was messy but clean at the same time, files were is so many separate piles, there was a cup of coffee that was abandoned on his desk. She picked up the book that was on his desk and she felt her eyes well up with tears. Spencer kept her journal that she made with all his old letters.

"Okay Serge Hotchner and Gideon are ready to see us." Derek said while walking up to Spencer's desk. "You do realize that I told you to- WOah what are you doing with that?"  Amy jumped as Derek came rushing over to her. "Put that down Spencer doesn't let anyone touch that book!" Derek didn't even touch the journal. He only gently pushed Amy's hand down on Spencer's desk.

"He doesn't want anyone touching this?" She whispered while Derek shook his head no. Amy felt tears brim her eyes while she let out a small laugh. "He actually kept it...How many times have to seen him read this?" Amy asked while still holding the journal.

"I don't know.... a lot of times honestly. I think he would finish a new book then pick that one up." Derek said rubbing his head. "But he read it weird. Well weird for Spencer when he reads, the genius can read at 20,000 words a minute and could take ten minutes to read an entire novel. But he would read each page slowly, I saw him crying when he got to the end of the book though." Derek said with his arms crossed.

"It's my journal..." Derek's eyes went wide as she continued. "We wrote to each other every day. I always kept his letters." She opened the book and showed him. Derek saw a hand written letter from Spencer with a picture that corresponded with it. "I would reread them every day and I made sure that picture was with the right letter." She felt the tears starting to flow from her eyes but she closed the book so they wouldn't fall on the letters. "I can't imagine what he felt like when Johnson told him about me."