Jade's P.O.V
Niall,Harry,and I were going to hang out at Niall's place,but I wanted to stop at mine first. I went inside and the place was scary quiet. My Dad's suppose to be here,he doesn't work today. I left the door open for the boys. They walked in behind and shut the door. I went down the hallway towards my Dad's room,maybe he was sleeping. I knocked on his door and opened it. The worse I ever seen in my eyes was right in front of me. I gasped and fell against the wall behind me in tears....Noooo
Niall's P.O.V
Harry and I were patting around the living room looking at Jade's family pictures,just as Harry was gonna ask me a question,we heard Jade gasped and cry. We both ran to see why. We both gasped when we looked in the door. It was her dad laying on the floor with a pill bottle in one hand and some kind of alcoholic drink in the other. Harry and I ran to the man to see if he had a pulse....... ........Nothing. I found myself start to cry,I knew him and I hated to see Jade cry too. How could we miss this,I swear just yesterday he was fine....he didn't look like himself.....Damn it! Why didn't I catch? Now I was thinking this could have been me in this position......died of an overdose. Seeing Jade in this state,I couldn't imagine if she hadn't talked to be almost a week ago,if she had found me. The thought of it make me cry harder. I ran to Jade and lifted her up to her feet. I hugged her tightly and buried my face in her shoulder. " I am so sorry" I cried. "This could have you, Niall, this could be you,I don't know what I would do if I lost you too" she cried in my chest. I couldn't bear it and all I could do was cry harder and harder. I didn't break away from the hug for who knows how long. I just couldn't let her go. I looked at her in my arms and she looked at me with puffy red eyes. I kissed her on the lips three times before leaning my head against hers,closing our eyes. Later when the funeral people came and got Jade's father. She was crying to thought that she just lost both her parents and what's gonna happen. I did everything I could to comfort her. Harry called Zayn over,he knows how it feels to lose his parents. When he came over I made room for him to sit next to Jade on the couch. He wrapped his arms around her and told her what happen to his parents and how he got through it all,it just takes time. Jade finally calmed down and I had her lay her head on my lap to take a nap. She was gonna make herself sick and I wanted her rest for the moment. The funeral people came over and told me that it should be a couple days, when we should know for sure if an overdose killed Jade's father or not. Harry and Zayn decided to stay with Jade and I for the night. We started to watch a movie as Jade slept. Not to long into the movie the boys had fallen asleep. Then I felt a little tug on my pants where Jade was. I looked down and saw her begin to whine and wiggle. "Shhh,it's okay baby, I'm here, Niall's here" I said in a hush tone and touched her cheek. She began to stir and turn to look at me. " Niall was you're father ever here for you" she asked me. I swallowed hard " No not really,not much after the divorce" I told her. "How old were you? When your parents got divorced" she asked. "12" I responded." I'm so sorry,you have to live without your dad" she told me. I pulled her up to my chest. " Why are you saying sorry, you didn't do anything to cause it to happen,it was my father's choice." I said looking at her. " I feel like I killed my dad" she said and I was in shock." Don't feel that why,he wouldn't want you to and nither do I,this isn't your fault." I said to her. " I may not have,but I feel bad for not spending time with him as much as I should have, and now he's gone,oh god Niall,he's gone" she said with new tears forming. " I should been here,I know something was wrong and I didn't do a thing..... I let my father kill himself.....I killed him" she covered her face and sobbed hard. " Shhh baby,please you're gonna get sick" I told her. " Why not,he suffered,why shouldn't I, I killed him" she cried. The boys heard those last words and came over. They both leaned over into a group hug. I couldn't help to cry and I could hear the boys crying too. Jade was in so much pain,she was blaming herself for her father's death. But Zayn was right,it takes time. Why does time have to be so slow....
