Supercorp: MISSING you

can you hear me? (whisper)

'Hi Kar,

Weird to just talk to air and not to you. But I need to do this to let go a bit.

I'm sorry. The last thing I remember is there were some of the Luthor minions. They pushed me into a van and in there, I saw my brother, Lex. He gave me a speech which I almost can't remember. He said something about you. I just can't remember what. Then they knocked me out.

I woke up yesterday. I have no idea how long I've been out for. I was in a lightly lit room which looked like the DEO for seconds I was happy because I thought I was safe. That feeling disappeared seconds later when I saw Lex in front of me. He gave another hate speech. But I haven't heard much of it because I still have a massive pounding headache.

After the speech, he pushed me into a dark room. I screamed for as long as I could. Not only because I hate him so much but also because I was hoping you could hear me. You would recognize my voice so I'm just hoping you hear me. I just want you to know that I'm alive and okay. But I think Lex has thought this through and I highly doubt if you can find me. I will keep hope though. You taught me that.

At least I have no serious damage. I just have that really annoying headache. Luckily it's silent in here.

I get one meal a day and two bottles of water. I think that's it because I got nothing else yet. The only thing I have here is a toilet. Nothing more. Every day I get my food just pushed inside of this dark room. I try to eat a little but most of the time I'm so hungry I just eat it all at once. And I regret that a few hours after that.

I'm trying to save energy but it's not easy because I'm locked in with my thoughts.

I hate him. I hate Lex. I hate my brother. I hate his minions. But I love you. And I will keep fighting for that.

I just hope that you're okay Kara. At the moment I don't worry about myself at all. I just hope you know I didn't leave you on purpose. I love you Kar, don't forget that, don't doubt yourself.'