Supercorp: MISSING you

rock and roll (whisper)

Hi Kara, 

I'm used to shoving my feelings away in tiny boxes but that doesn't seem to help. I have too many feelings. I know it. This room is overwhelming. I don't know why but there are a lot of feelings here even though this room is almost empty. I already described the room to you but there is something new. 

When I was little Lex and I were still quite close. I have no idea why but we just were. He told me some secrets but knew what he could and could not tell me. I on the other hand told him almost everything. I was probably too young to understand. I remember well that one morning I told him I hate rock & roll music. We had a discussion about it because he hates classic music. I don't hate it but I don't like it either. 

Well he remembered that little thing. I think this started yesterday but I don't know for sure because I can't tell the time. My room is dark and I have no clock or such a thing that can tell time.

Anyways, ever since yesterday this pounding, screaming and loud rock and roll music is playing. At a very loud volume. And I hate it. I'm seriously drowning in my misery.

To be honest: I don't even care about myself at the moment. I'm only thinking about you Kar. And I secretly hope you'll save me but I don't know where I am and I doubt you can know.

I've been keeping myself busy with imagining what you prepared for date night. At first, I thought you might have ordered big belly burger but we already ate that as lunch. But I think you just ordered pizza and potstickers. The only thing you said to me is that we were staying home. So I'm imagining a sexy date night or something? I wouldn't have mind though. Too bad I was kidnapped. I hope I was a little bit right about this though...?

You know what's also 'funny'. I don't want to think anymore because my thoughts overwhelm me. But when I constantly hear this loud banging rock music I want to think and imagine sonething else. But the only time I succeeded to do that is now. When I'm 'talking' to you Kar.

I guess I'll keep doing that for now. But not too often because otherwise I'll bore you (even though you can't hear me) and myself to sleep.

But seriously Kara. I miss you. And I don't normally pray. But you taught me to pray to Rao with a kryptonian prayer a while ago. And praying is quite relaxing.

Talk to you soon. Is breá liom tú.

Lena