Love finds his way / Bethyl

Normal // Chapter 12

I'm sorry guys that I haven't updated for so long, but since Coda happened I haven't been able to continue this.. But now I am. #teamdelusional. I hope ya'll enjoy that chapter! :)

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*Beth's POV*

Maggie is pregnant. I can't believe what I just found out. "Maggie!!! Omg I'm so happy for you!! Let me hug you, I'm going to be a aunt oh my!! Y this is so great!!!" I was so happy, Maggie stood there kinda confused and not that happy. It seemed like I was more happy than she was. "What's wrong Mag, aren't you happy? I mean you and Gleen.. You both are so cute and I bet you both will be amazing parents. What's wrong baby?" She stood there, close to tears.. "I just.. I don't know if I am ready Beth! I just.. Look how bad this world is.. How am I supposed to raise a child then in this cruel world, is this ever going to stop? Those walkers.. Everything.. The world is destroyed. And.... And.. Dad .. Mom.... They always wanted grandchildren.. And now.. They ain't going to see how my baby raises.." I was close to tears as she said those last sentence. She was right, it wasn't a good world anymore. "But.. I know you're right. But.. It's your baby. You can't just.." Maggie sighed. "I know, I know.. I'll tell it Gleen.. Sometime soon.. Please promise me not to tell him or anyone for now. Please?" I instantly agreed because it was her life and hugged her. She smiled, and left back to the table to the rest of the Group. Crystal ate something.. Finally. She's such so cute.. Feels like she's my own kid. I got distracted because I noticed that Daryl wasn't with everyone at the Table, so I went out to search him and found him outside. "What are y doing here?" "Just lookin if the place really is clean everywhere" "But Daryl we already looked through every house.." I laughed. "Well, there's another barn out there, y going to come check it up with me?" I agreed and we went towards the barn to check it up. A few walkers were around it, but Daryl shooted them quickly. We went inside the barn, I got terrified because I thought a walker showed up but it wasn't and I got on Daryl's backpack and it came off to the Ground.. A book appeared out from the inside of his backpack.. "Child abuse. Advice and Help." I had a shock.. What. Daryl noticed and saw that I noticed the book. He instantly picked everything up and inside the backpack. "You... you have those books.. You got abused... I i knew it.. As we were talking at the barn... When we left from the Prison.. I knew it's this you talked about.. I just.. I'm so sorry." His mood instantly changed. "You know NOTHING. Nothing. Shut up Beth. Leave me alone. What do you know? First you never had a kid, second you take care of kids that aren't YOURS. And third stop, yes i was abused but still you ain't know nothing. Crystal ain't yours so how can you say something about my life then? You know nothing." My tears just dropped out of me as he said that last sentence and I ran as fast as I could back home, leaving him behind there in this barn.

*Daryl's POV*

I was too hard. What have I done? I just pushed the love of my life away from me. I'm such an asshole. I ran back home and searched for Beth, when Crystal came towards me. "Crys babe, where is Beth?" She pointed towards the steps.."In our Room" "Thank you babygirl" I got above and into our Room. She sat there in the bed. Crying. Shit.. I fucked up everything. "Listen to me Beth, I am so sorry for what I said. I know it wasn't right to say this. I'm so sorry." .."No you're right. I know nothing." "Stop crying.. Come here.. Stop. I am so sorry. Please forgive me." She cried and cried.. "Daryl... Please.. Just.. You're right. We hardly know anything from each other. I don't know anything from you. Maybe we should take a little break from our relationship." .. My heart hurted."please don't, I need you. I need you so much. You and Crystal. You both are my life. I never needed anything more than you. Don't leave me please?" "I won't leave you and I'm also not leaving you now. I just need time for myself today. And Crystal is here don't worry. She ain't going no where." .. "I love you Beth." She smiled a bit. "I love you too." .. "We will get through this I promise. I just.. You know my parents abused me. I got that book since the Apocalypse began. I never read it. I don't have the courage to do. But I need to.. I want to change my life. I'm not that asshole anymore, even though I was one towards you today." "I know you aren't, Daryl. You already changed so much. You need to let go your past. You have us. Everything that happened is in the past and will NEVER happen again. Let it go. You'll be happier. Trust me." She was right. I took her by my Hand and went outside. I burned the book and Beth stood there beside me holding my Hand. "I am proud of you. I love you." I finally let it go. I can't let my past define my future. My future is Beth. And Crystal. I don't need my past anymore. I squeezed her Hand and we went back inside. "I'll take a little nap. I'm tired. see y later. I love you." Beth said. "Okay I love you too." I went to Crystal and I just had the best idea. "Crys are y up with me? I want to make a surprise to Beth.. Y in?" Crystal agreed and was all happy.. I will make what happened today alright again.. With the best Idea ever.. ....