Renga Oneshots

{17} I wish you were here|Angst

Got some angst in the house, anyways please enjoy! Not really edited.

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3rd person

Langa sat watching the sunset. It was a beautiful and peaceful. The cool breezes of wind passing every now and then make Langa's grown out blue hair blow. It hurt him sitting in the place him and his pass lover sat almost every night watching the sunset. It had been 3 years since he had last come because every time he did, only memories would flood his mind.

He remember Reki's face when he first brought him here. Reki was amazed by the view his face practically lit up. The day Reki promised Langa he would be with him forever.

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Flashback

"This view so pretty i want to come here everyday." Reki said with a bright smile on his face as he stared off into the view.

"heh don't you think thats a little to often."

"Nope i think it's prefect." The view had many different shades of colors like red, orange, slight bit of blue, and purple. The sun right in the middle setting into the horizon. As the two boys sat together holding each others hand while they're skateboards rested next to them.

The cool breezes passing in and out before Langa finally spoke up,"Fine as long as i get to go with you."

"Of course because remember i promised that i will be with you forever, i would never leave you." Reki said with a bright smile as he stared at his boyfriend. Langa knew that was a big promise that could break so easily but he still had time he though. As long as Reki doesn't leave him.

"promise?" 

"Yep thats a Promise."

For the rest of the time they were there they enjoyed the view as they sat together having small talk and resting their body's. When the sun went down they would watch the stars and then get food to eat and cuddle when they got home. Langa couldn't dream of anything better.

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End of flashback

Langa's eyes teared at the thought of his passed on boyfriend. Langa couldn't get over the pain he felt with out his Lover. He feels like his happiness has been taken away. He wouldn't even touch a skateboard.

Langa knew full well Reki wouldn't want him to be where he is now but every time he tried getting back to his old life style it just didn't work out. Langa knew the promise was most likely going to end but he didn't think so soon. 

Why? Why Reki? What did he ever do to die so young? The feeling crushed Langa so much as the brightest person he knew passed so early.

"god i w-wish you were still here. W-why'd you have to l-leave me so soon, even t-though you p-promised you would be with me f-forever" More tears escaped Langa's eyes as he let out a quiet sob.

 Langa stood up walking to the place he went everyday. Langa entered the cemetery walking over the Reki's which he memorized the spot as he went there eveyday. He squatted down placing flowers at his boyfriends grave. Langa looked down at the grass letting tears fall down his face with quiet sobs. God He would do anything to see Reki again. 

 The sound of people walking came in focus with Langa's ears. He looked up and behide him to see Miya, Joe, Cherry, and shadow. He turned his head back to his boyfriends grave standing up slowly.

"Hey Langa how are doing?" Miya asked. They could all see how hurt Langa even after these long 3 years.

"Not the best i guess." Langa said still staring at Reki's grave. "I just can't get over it."

"yeah i bet, losing someone you love is hard." Shadow said looking down at Reki's grave.

"He died so young he didn't deserve it. He should have lived a long life." Miya said on the verge of crying.

"Hey, Hey how about we all get food. Reki wouldn't like it if where just standing here crying come on." Joe said walking over placing his flowers down.

"Y-Yeah your right." Langa said turning around to them.

"Lets go enjoy are selfs." Shadow said, "lets do it for Reki."

"Yes for Reki. Let's go." They all turned walking together giving each other small smiles.

"for Reki." Langa said quietly smiling.

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Yes that was all the angst i got for you all today. Anyways sorry for not updating in awhile i have been really busy with school so i'll try my best to post a little more. Thank you all for 6k reads you guys are amazing. Hope you enjoyed!

-bye :)