tiring - pico x gf x keith (Discontinued)

Chapter 17

mmm family issues..sorry for that last chapter

friend and i made a little garcello theory kinda thing since i was crying and i was listening to garcellos music on loop and I'm like "wait i think i can feel it..i think..i think he was traumatized" and we started theorizing. And I'm like "1:07 in nerves, a bit after that, sounds like he's crying" and all that bullshit

maybe he smokes to get away from the shit his fam used to do to him, smoking giving him something that isn't sadness and anger for once. Anyways, into the chapter. This is a vent chapter, so you can skip, or see how terribly i write garcello. All up to you.

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Fura's POV

almost got raped AGAIN. Jesus Christ. I don't think i can mentally handle this anymore. It's all too much. Finally got a paycheck, or whatever. I walked up to the door, and opened it. I walked in, kicking the door behind me, shutting it. I froze at what i saw. I ran over to the body, getting on my knees. I tried to see who it was..

it was Garcello.

fuck.

I held the body close, trying to see if he was still alive..i begged he was only passed out, and still alive, breathing. I don't want him gone, not now-

He's gone. All gone. I started to cry, holding him closer. no, no, no, this can't be right. I ruffled through his pockets, and a single cigarette rolled out. My crying got worse. I just started to break down like crazy. I moved over to the wall, leaning back, and hugging onto the body.

"Please..come back.." i hicced. Nothing happened. I tightened my grip on him. He can't be dead, he can't.

Garcello's POV

I got up from the bed. I could hear loud crying from downstairs..it was familiar. I put on my jacket, leaving my hat behind. I walked out of the room, going downstairs, seeing Fura against the wall, crying, holding..something that wasn't there.

shit.

I immediately rushed over, almost tripping. I grabbed her face, and forced her to look at me. Her eyes were terribly dull than usual, the gold and blue, just terribly dull, a near grey. Tears streamed down her face. "Snap out of it. It's gonna be okay.." i spoke, holding her close. She simply cried into my chest. Is this what it feels like, seeing someone break down this bad? Crying so heavily? i guess. I've never experienced something like this until now. "Cmon, Fura, it's gonna be alright.." I spoke.

Maybe she has some anxiety when I'm not around? Or someone? I don't know. I didn't understand just yet. She's weirdly more tame around me. Maybe there's just something special about me? I'm not special. I'm just a guy that goes around and does..i dunno, what DO i do? I don't have time to figure that out right now. I tightened my grip on her, getting stressed a bit. I gently grabbed her chin, and made her look up at me. I gently wiped away her tears. "Cmon. It isn't real. I'm not dead, i promise.." I spoke. I could tell what it was. There's a small tint of green in her tears, and i don't know how I understand this weird code kinda system, but i guess i did.

But does someone really care about me that much? To cry, to see me dead? I never thought..

I gently put my forehead on hers, and closed my eyes, hoping she'd calm down. All of a sudden, it went quiet. I moved my head back, and looked at her. She was looking at me, in disbelief. She raised a hand, and put it on my cheek. "You're alive.." she spoke..i nodded. "YOU'RE ALIVE!" she exclaimed, hugging onto me. I chuckled a little, hugging back. "Yeah..I'm here." I replied.

"you're here.." she quietly spoke, tightening her grip. I picked her up, standing, walking over to the couch. I sat down, and leaned back, holding onto her. "Alright, what's goin' on? from the start." I spoke.