The Ravenclaw Girl (F.W.)

Chapter 3

Dylan's Pov

I kissed her. Why did I kiss her? It just felt right in the moment to kiss her. Is she even going to remember it in the morning? If she does I could always blame it on the alcohol and the weed. But what if she like it? No, there is no way she would have liked it. Why? What was I thinking? And then I just walked away. I'm so stupid.

I should've gone back to my dorm to get some sleep. How can I get sleep after what I just did? Instead of going back to my dorm I went down to the common room. I sat myself at the bay window that looked out to the black lake. I grabbed a cigarette from my back pocket and lit it. I needed to relax. This was the only way I knew I would be able to relax and calm the thoughts that were racing in my head. As smoke blew out of my mouth I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. Probably some prefect. Normally I would care but I was already partly drunk and high. "Dylan is that you?" A voice called out to me.

I heard from behind me. That beautiful voice of the girl that I wanted but could never have. "Sabrina, what are you doing down here?"

"I could ask you the same thing." She said with that adorable giggle of hers.

"Just enjoying the view." She was my view. A view I could see myself getting lost in. God what is wrong with me.

"Can I sit?" She asked. I nodded and moved my legs so she could sit across from me. "Dylan, why'd you do it?"

Great, this is the last thing I wanted. I looked at her. She was confused but I couldn't tell if what I had done was a good or bad thing. "I'm sorry. I don't know why I did it." I wanted to punch myself. What the hell is wrong with me?

"No it's okay. It was just so out of nowhere. It caught me off guard." She said looking out the window. The moonlight was shining down on her and only her. "Well I should get to bed." She got up and started to walk away. I don't know what came over me. "Wait!" I said. I reached out and grabbed her arm.

She turned around and stepped closer to me. "What?"

"Just shut up." I leaned down and kissed her. Her lips were soft against mine. Oh she was perfect. My hands found their way to her hair and the other went to her cheek. She pulled away and looked up at me. "Why?"

She didn't feel the same. "We tried this, remember it didn't work Dylan." She cried out but not loud enough the wake everyone.

"Can we try again?" Last time I didn't understand my feelings for her. I used her. I regret it, I regret it everyday.

She sighed thinking about it. Then she shook her head, "No no no you don't get to do this it's not fair."

"Sabrina I promise this time it's different."

"Oh what so now you suddenly want me. I cared about you and I still do but it's not the same anymore. I've moved on and I thought by now you would have too. I mean you used me and then tossed me away."

I held her close to me and kissed her forehead, "Please tell me what I can do. Sabrina please."

She sighed, "Dylan, I should go back to my dorm." She pulled away from me and went up the stairs. "I'll see you tomorrow."

And with that she was gone. I was left feeling stupid. I was young and dumb before. I didn't know what I had until it was gone. She would never see me in the way I saw her. She used to but too many things have happened to make her see me like that again. Why did I have to cheat on her?

Sabrina's Pov

He cheated on me. He can't do this. It's not fair. Whatever feelings I had for him are long gone. It was last year, a little ways into the year Dylan and I had started sneaking around. No one knew. Even though we weren't official to everyone Dylan would take me on dates whenever we could. It was nice. We had plans to make things official but then the Gryffindor party came. Everything was going so great until I saw him tongue deep with some hufflepuff girl.

After that happened he blamed it on the alcohol like he always does. I wasn't mad at the girl. She didn't know but he did. He did it and it hurt me. I moved on and started dating Adrian Pucey. Our relationship lasted the rest of last year and we were really happy for a while. But during the break it didn't seem right. We both decided it was best to break up and we were still very good friends.

Over the summer I had finally moved on from Dylan and I didn't want any awkwardness between us. But then he does this. Everything was fine. I didn't feel the same but then he does this. I hated him. I can't go back to that. I promised myself that I wouldn't ever put myself in that kind of situation ever again.

I finally got to my bed. I quieted all my thoughts and was able to let myself sleep. Enjoying my dreamless sleep and excited for my classes that I would be taking this year.

Diana was the first to wake up. This meant that we all woke up. Amanda and I groaned as Diana continued to loudly get ready. "Good you guys are up. Hurry up and get ready." Diana said happily. All three of us quickly got ready and rushed down to the common room. I led the way out of the common room not wanting to wait for Dylan and his friends to come down. But for all I knew they could have been down in the Great Hall already.

Lucky for me they weren't done yet. We sat down at our usual spot at the Ravenclaw table. The boys later joined us. I did my best at ignoring Dylan and his gaze on me. I never let myself look at him. As we ate and laughed I felt someone else's eyes on me. My eyes left those of my friends and ended up landing on a certain red headed boy. He saw that I had taken notice of his gaze on me and quickly turned back to his friends. I thought it was strange but it could have been him thinking of a new way to prank me. My attention turned back to my friends.

a/n: This is kind of a short chapter. It's mostly for more background information but I think it's still pretty good. Anyways more to come like a lot more to come.