The Ravenclaw Girl (F.W.)

Chapter 5

Sabrina's Pov

My first class was a fairly long walk away from the Great Hall so I decided to say goodbye to my friends and start my walk. As I headed to the potions classroom I heard footsteps come behind me. I didn't turn around afraid of who it might be. But the steps came closer and closer. I felt myself running to my class. Then the present of someone was behind me. Before I could scream for help they brought their hand to my mouth and pulled me into an empty classroom. The room was dark and I couldn't see the person who had taken me into the room. "What the hell." I said pushing them away from me and heading towards the door. They reached out and grabbed my arm pulling me back to them. "Can you shut up for a second." They screamed.

It was then that I recognized the voice of the person who had brought me here. It was the voice of Dylan Lane. He was probably the last person I want to see right now. Honestly I would rather talk to Fred right now. "Oh god Dylan, what do you want?"

"I want you to shut up." He yelled in my face. I couldn't see his face but I knew he was angry. He can't seriously be mad at me for rejecting him. After all, he put this on himself. I couldn't make him more angry at me than he already was so I did what he said.

He went to the door and muttered spells that I couldn't hear. The only sound I could hear was the sound of a click meaning he locked the door. "Why?" He didn't turn around and look at me.

"What?" I asked. I wanted him to turn around. I wanted him to look at me. He turned around and came close to me. So close that our foreheads were touching and we were sharing the same breaths. But not close for his lips to touch mine.

"Why don't you want me?" He asked.

"What is going on Dylan?"

His hand wrapped around my throat tightly. I could still breath but if his hand applied any more pressure I wouldn't be able to. "Answer the fucking question."

"Dylan it's not that I don't want you. It's just I don't want to get hurt again."

"I'm not the same person I was then. I thought about it a lot and I know that I want you for as long as I can have you. And if that means forever then I'll do it. Let me show you I can be that for you." He came closer to me. His lips so close.

"You don't know that. Dylan I mean it I don't want to get hurt again."

"I know and I don't want to hurt you. Not again, not ever."

He kissed me. Why do I always let him kiss me? I want him but something doesn't feel right. But I want to want him. I found myself kissing him back. When I realized what I was doing and who we were I pulled away. "I'm going to be late for class." I went to the door and unlocked it and made my way to my class.

I heard him yell out my name but I ignored it and acted like I didn't hear him. What does he want with me?

Dylan's Pov

"Sabrina, wait!" I called out but she kept running. She ran out of my sight and grasp. What was I doing? I want her and only her. I was stupid to let her go.

I didn't feel like going to classes so I stayed in the empty classroom for a little while longer. I think a part of me was waiting for her to come back through those doors and kiss me like she used to. But I knew she wouldn't be back. How do I tell her how I feel? I want her to know that I love her. I love her.

I left the classroom and headed to the astronomy tower. I headed up the long stairwell and reached the top. I rested against the railing looking out to see everything. I let out a deep sigh. This is all my fault. I messed up everything. I break her heart and then I confuse her by kissing her. What am I trying to do? I want her. I need her. She's always been there for me. She's seen at my lowest and took care of me. She knows everything about me even the things that no one knows.

I pulled out my cigarettes and smoked away my feelings of sorrow. This was the only way I could think of to ease my mind. This was my way of coping. I decided I would stay in the tower. I didn't feel like going to any of my classes. I couldn't look at her right now. I would rather wait to see her at dinner than to see her in one of the classes that I'm sure we have together.

Sabrina's Pov

I walked into the classroom wiping away the tears that fell from my eyes. I sat at the back of the classroom desperately wanting to go unnoticed by everyone. I meant what I said to him. No matter how much I want him, something isn't right. I want to want him but I can't. It isn't just because he cheated on me but there is something off about him. About us. I don't know what he can do to change my mind or if he can even change my mind.

I wiped away the rest of the tears from my eyes and got myself ready for class. I was fairly early but now more people were coming into the class. I just hope I get a good partner. Preferably a Ravenclaw but I would be okay if it was a Slytherin.

What I was not expecting is that the person who would willingly sit down next to me in the back of the classroom would be Fred fucking Weasley. The last thing I expected. This is not what I wanted, to be stuck with him for the rest of the year. He was going to make this year the worst.