Gay or not?

Chapter 2

-Meliodas' POV-

I haven't been able to stop thinking of how we met or all the times we hung out. Every time I think about it, I'm getting a warm feeling in my body.

I sighed as I arrived at school. A new year with this hell. A whole year. At least, I get to meet the sins and El.

As I sat down in a seat, I saw El and Ban walking in together, talking. They looked at me before walking over, making me say "Yo."

"Sup." Ban said, sitting in front of me while El sat beside me.

"Hey." El said, making a warm feeling inside me grow. I don't know what makes me feel like this, I only known El for about a year.

"So, any ideas of who our teacher is this year?" Ban asked, making me shake my head.

"It's Hendrickson. Dad told me he usually is nice the first day, but then is pretty strict the rest of the year. Doesn't seem too fun." El answered, laying his head on the table.

"If he's nice the first day, we might be able to choose own seats." I said. The two nodded.

Just after, our new teacher walked into the classroom, saying "I'm Hendrickson, your new teacher for this year. Okay, I decide your seats. You! Sit there! You two, sit there."

He started pointing where everyone would sit.

"And you! Sit there!" He said and pointed at a seat long away from El and Ban. Sighing, I went to sit there as the lesson started.

. . . . .

"So, whet happened at the holidays? Something special?" Merlin asked at lunch.

"Well, I have a girlfriend." Ban stated, before smirking "It's King's little sister."

"You asshole! Get close to her and i kill you!" King yelled, but no one in the cafeteria bothered to look at him. It happens too often for anyone to care.

"Oh, yeah, I have already seen everything from her. From top to toe. I just love to touch her. The warm, needed feeling turns to much needed lust." Ban responded as we all shut off.

"Okayyyyyyy, you others then?" Diane said, stopping King from yelling again.

"Me and Merlin haven't any innocence anymore." Escanor spoke proudly, making us all clap.

"There you go! Cool! Damn, I'm behind with three already lost their innocences and two on their way!" I replied. Everyone nodded as Gowther stated "I also lost my innocence, it makes only El and Captain left."

"Seriously? Four of you have already done it? At least I know King won't make such big move on Diane, so I'm not gonna be the last." I smirked at the two blushing.

"W-well, I think 17 is pretty young still." King argued.

"Come on King, losing your innocence is a part of being a teen! We should do reckless things and then blame it on our age!" Ban said and put an arm around him. We others agreed except El.

"What about you El? Do you agree or are you on King's side?" I asked.

"Probably neither. I never thought of losing my innocence and didn't think of ever doing it." He answered.

"What? Are you serious? You should find a girl when you can! We probably could find some for you, we found many for the Captain, but he have declined all of them." Diane said.

"W-well, I am not a social person." El said. We nodded and continued to talk about this shit.

. . . . .

When the school was over, me and Ban decided to hang out at the skating park.

"So Captain? When you gonna find a girl?" Ban asked as we skated towards the park.

"Don't know. I wanna lose my innocence, but don't know with who, not found any yet." I responded. He nodded, making me ask "How did it feel to lose it?"

"Felt good. We recorded, want to see it?" He asked, making me say "I rather skip, but maybe I should too. Then I can rewatch it over and over again."

"I did that, have a girl close to you when you do. It turns you on." Ban said, making me nod.

"Thanks for the tip." I said as we finally arrived.

"Anyway, how's love? I mean, how did you feel and know you was in love?" I asked before starting doing tricks at the rink.

"Well, for me, it was warm and ya just wanna be with that person, you know? You just do it, like YOLO." He answered, making me nod. We continued doing tricks and stuff.

. . . . .

Once I came home, I laid down in bed.

What is this feeling I have? Could it be love? I want to be with El all the time and I get this warm feeling around him.

It can't be love. If it was, it would mean I was gay. What would dad say?

I can't be in love, I just can't. I'm not gay. Never have been nor will be either.

Those blue crystal eyes though... and his short silver hair. No denying it, he's beautiful. 100%.

But it's girls who also is beautiful, but... they can't even be close to his beauty.

What if I am gay after all?