The neglected Mikealson

Chapter14:memories and tears

Ravens PoV:
I couldn't sleep.. no I haven't slept in a very long time..seeing what I do every time I do I can't close my eyes..oh how I wish I could sleep like I use to without a care about what was happening in the world yet every time I close my eyes I see it all over again and again I stuck and there is no one to help me.. help me stop it I freeze and I scream and cry all over again.. I'm nothing but weak.. *swip* *swish* *swip*..
3rd person (writing)
Fresh blood poured out of the girls wrist as 2 cuts were made with swift movements almost as the girl had been skilled with the blade.. and there with her hair as black as obsidian as the night sky and her face as cold as stone with eyes of a dead man she stood letting them bleed almost as it had been a relief that she had seen blood yet it would scare anyone sane enough..
Back to Ravens PoV:
I stood there for minutes finally wiping blood from my wrist and pulling my sleeves back down. Taking a deep breath I slid down on the bathroom floor. Closing my eyes.. her laugh her.. rung faintly in my ears yet so familiar it hurt my heart I would never hear it again.. no she wouldn't laugh again she wasn't here anymore she was gone long gone leaving a hole in her heart no one could fill.. leaving a 13 year old with memories which hurt like a hot poker piercing through her heart.. how she just wished her mother would be there in this moment to hug her kiss her head and tell her that she was happy about her baby girl.. would she be happy though Raven thought.. after all Raven hadn't exactly been the best after her mother was no more... silently letting her tears fall she opened her necklace looking at her mother picture. Ohh how she wished death on herself.. had she died would her mother be alive.. she felt so broken just like those toys she had but you could still play with a broken toy she remembered her mother once told her broken crayons still coloured just the same.. sighing picking her self up throwing herself In bed and falling into dark abyss..

The Mikealsons
They had been in a sour mood they couldn't get angel back no they just couldn't but what bothered them more was the little girl with pink eyes..
"Is there no way to find who the girl is or what her intentions are with our niece dear sister" Elijah said worry lacing each word
"There is but we would need something of hers like" Freya said
"Hair" hope said
"Yea but we don't have any" Freya said
Pulling a hair out of her bracelet "now we do, I magically plucked one during dinner" she said
Everyone smiled at what she had done
"Grab hands we will see"her aunt answered
Chanting loudly they were in a doorway
When Rebekah decided to open a door a pink door
Behind door 1
There stood a woman with the same black hair as Raven.. it seemed they were somewhere in the middle of winter holidays seeing the snow.. they couldn't see the woman's face it was a blur confusing everyone Angelicas memories had been clear yet they couldn't see this woman .. they saw as the woman taught a 4 year old Raven to ice skate. Yet the girl didn't get the right footing the first few times causing her to fall .. what surprised them was the girl only giggled and laughed each time..
Seeing the girl finally get it right the memory ended.. It warmed there hearts to see it no matter what they said..
Freya decided to go next and open a green door
Door 2
They say what seemed like a fresh spring day.. watching closely they saw the same woman again yet her face wasn't visible and a little Raven.. with fresh flowers littered across there laps.. seeing the woman teach the little girl make flowers Crowns they smiled until they heard the little girl say " mama when will papa come home" her innocent eyes looking hopefully at her mother "he will soon when he is done working my little moon" they heard woman reply "does he not like me mama .. he doesn't come home for my birthdays or even yours does daddy hate me mama" the little girl sniffled "ohh my sweet little flower your dad does anything but hate you but it isn't that simple.. your dad he is a difficult man he is hard to get along with but I'm sure he loves his little princess" the woman soothed "I don't wanna be a princess ..I ..I just want papa" she said with watery eyes the memory ended...
Seemingly the Mikealsons had found out that the woman was Ravens mother yet nothing helpful except her father wasn't with her..
Hayley opened a lavender door
Inside they saw as the mother and daughter made cookies and danced to the songs playing in the back ground..
The memory ended with a little Raven running around covered in flour
Hope decided to open a brown door
This time they saw a much older Raven but this memory didn't seem like the others it was different loud screaming of people cheering they saw as Raven stood in a cage a man entered and they started to fight seeing how bloody it was getting the Mikealsons now worried for the little girl.. they saw as the referee started to count down they saw mouths agape as Raven stood up and fought harshly in the end she won with people screaming at the top of there voices cheering for her the memory ended shocking the Mikealsons..
Elijah decided to open a grey door
Inside to only to see a younger version of Raven standing in front of the mirror with all sorts of wounds some seemed bleeding some seemed to become purple they watched as the girl wet the a piece of cloth with water from the sink and started wiping away the blood wincing when she got to the huge cut across her abdomen. They saw as she bandaged her wounds.. washing her face and lacing up her boots and walking out of what seemed like an abandoned house.. the memory ended with Raven walking out of it..
This time klaus decided to open the black door
But much to everyone's dismay it wouldn't open no matter how hard they tried .. they were sent back ..
Not knowing what to say they all left to go to bed and talk about it tomorrow.
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This is just a filler chapter about Raven and her thoughts and some memories..
What do u guys what me to write in the next chapter should I start with herons back story or do u want Ravens backstory first..
do u want more heron and Raven cousin bonding
Do u want angel and heron time
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This is a filler chapter will do a real chapter real soon
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