I was thinking about the last time I wore my favorite dress.
I realized it was on the day it was supposed to fulfill its purpose; my sweet sixteen cottage core-picnic dress.
Oh, how perfect things seemed to be back then...
Of course,
I lied to myself and my friends about how happy I was, only for some of the things to reveal themselves in the evening.
Even though we did resolve the problems within our group and most of us felt relieved, I felt that something was wrong.
In the next months our group chat where everyone would be chatting in 24/7 slowly grew quieter.
We did not meet up, even though COVID and Tests/ Assignments had its involvement in that.
After my birthday there was D's Birthday. And then we probably met up altogether at least once and that was most likely it.
Of course I haven't told the whole story... mostly because I can't remember most of it. Even though it was only about more than half a year ago...
I'm suspecting that I have inattentive ADHD, which could be the reason why I almost forgot everything that happened last year.
It could also be just a side effect of being quarantined. Ehh idk.Anyways where was i? Oh right...
Everything that happened lead up to the point where my now ex best friend ignored my presence last week, even though we hadn't seen each other in months...Thank god, I'm a baddie who doesn't show when she's hurt,when it comes to her pride..🥲
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I practice self love so here's a godly pic of Minho to light up my mood after my depressing 2AM thoughts🥰🥰
but like whoever reads this has the pleasure to also witness this rare unmatchable beauty or whateva 🙄
Also stan Katie <32:22AM - May 17, 2021
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PoetryI was thinking about the last time I wore my favorite dress. I realized it was on the day it was supposed to fulfill its purpose; my sweet sixteen cottage core-picnic dress. Oh, how perfect things seemed to be back then... -- My journey of how I got...