After my work done, I went straight back home without even saying goodbye to anyone including Andre. My mind keep replaying what was just happened this morning. How this misunderstanding breaking my relationship with Helen.
When I opened the front door, I accidentally stepped on something. I looked down and it's a key. My key. The spare key that I gave Helen when we start dating. I picked up the key then look around, try to find her things. And yeah.. it's already gone.
I throw myself on the couch and starts crying. I cry myself to sleep.
How a small misunderstanding can lead something big like this? I feel like this is unfair to me. Helen doesn't even let me explain what happened.
I woke up a few hours later. I looked at my watch and it's almost midnight already. Even though I'm not hungry, I have to eat something because I haven't eat anything today. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed an apple and a glass of water. Then I went to my room, spend my night going through my phone and continue crying while looking at Helen's pictures and videos on my gallery.
Without me realising, the sun starts to rise. I got up, take a shower and getting ready for work. I moved so slowly. I feel lost and empty inside. I just want to stay in bed, crying until I fall asleep and hoping everything that happened yesterday was just a bad dream.
I decided to walk to the theatre. I don't feel like driving today. I stop by a coffee shop to get some coffee and sandwiches. Then continue walking. It took me about 45 minutes to get to the theatre. I went straight to my office. Throw my bag on the couch and I sit next to it and start eating my breakfast.
Not long after I entered my office, Andre came in.
"Good morning.." He said quietly while knocking at the door, even the door already wide open.
I just look at him for a second without saying anything then back to my sandwich. He didn't stepped inside. He just stood there.
"What do you want?" I asked coldly.
"Can I come in?" He asked.
"Yes." I simply said.
"Look y/n." He sits beside me, "I'm really sorry for what happened the other night. I know it was my fault, I forced you to go to the party but I left you alone. But I had no choice. It's an emergency. Well.. kind of. Amelia has an allergic reaction to one of the food they're serving, so I have to-"
"You don't have to explain it to me. That's alright." I cut him off. "What happened with me and Helen isn't your fault. It's mine. And I'm sorry for blaming you for everything that happened to me." I sighed.
"Ummm.. If you don't mind me asking, what is actually happened between you and Helen?" He asked carefully.
I told him all the details about what happened from the time I bumped into Helena at the party and then ended up with Helen leaving me. Andre stroke my back to calm me down because I start crying.
"This is a little bit complicated especially because Helen doesn't give you any chance to explain and tell your side of story. Isn't that a bit... unfair?" He asked.
"Yeah.. but she has a reason to be upset. She caught me in bed with other women. Her own best friend." I defend her.
"But.. you both fully clothed. Whatever she sees, if she loves you, she'll let you explain. She'll not jump on conclusions right away before hearing your excuses."
"I don't know Andre.. I can't think anymore. I just wish everything back to normal and what happened was just a bad dreams." I told him then he hugged me.
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Angel from Heaven
FanfictionI write this story as my way to cope with my sadness. I miss Helen McCrory. This story is going to be reader x Helen with a slow burn story. Full of romance and drama. Not too vulgar. I love and respect Damien but let's pretend they're not together...