Married Derek cheating with Meredith

Chapter 5

I started binge watching shameless. It was pretty good. I'm on episode 2 right now. I started eating some ice cream. I got a text from Derek.

Hey. I'm coming back with Addison. She didn't have a miscarriage. They went in and fixed one of her ovaries because it started tearing somehow. They gave her some medication, so tomorrow we're not going to Disneyland. If you want to you can go with Izzie and George, but she has to be on bed rest. We took a DNA test btw. I told her about us, it's mutual.

I read it. So much stuff is going on. She's going to hate me. I decided to eat more of my ice cream. I started feeling tired. I paused the show and put the ice cream next to me on the nightstand. I fell right to sleep. I woke up the next morning refreshed. I heard a slight knock at the door. I walked over and opened it.

"Hey Derek" I said opening the door

He walked in and started smiling at me.

"What" I asked

"Nothing. You just have a little something right-" he said licking his finger and wiping something off my mouth.

"Ohhhh it was probably ice cream" I said

"I wanted to tell you that everything's going to change when we get back to Seattle. I really hope you decide to stay with me because I love you a lot and I can't imagine spending anymore time away from you" he said tearing up

"Derek I-" i said and he cut me off

"It's okay but i want you to take your time. Whatever you choose" he said

"I really am sorry for the way I treated you and I chose wrong. I don't know how else to put it, but I did. I miss this, I miss us" he said

I started tearing up. He leaned in and kissed my cheek.

"Thanks for listening" he whispered

He turned around and went to the door. He opened it and looked back at me. He smiled at me. He shut the door and left. I was frozen. I couldn't move. I tried to hold my tears back. I finally unfroze. I went to the bathroom and turned the shower on. I took a quick shower and started drying off. I brushed my hair and someone was knocking on the door. I wrapped a towel around my body. I walked over to the door and opened

"We have drinks" George said holding up 2 big bottles

One of tequila and the other was a big bottle of pink whitney. They walked in and brought their speaker.

"We're about to get kicked out" I laughed

"That's the goal woooo" Izzie yelled

She turned on some music and started blasting it in our room.

"I have 3 joints" Izzie said taking the joints out of her pocket

I took 1 and put it into my mouth. She lit it for me and I sucked in. She lit hers and George's. We were all smoking. It was a really fat joint. I grabbed some tequila and started drinking it from the bottle while smoking. We were all drinking. I started getting really high.

Dereks POV

I grabbed a blanket and put it over Addison. Meredith's room was right night to ours. I started hearing loud music from her room.

"Ughhh" addy said

"I'll be right back" I said

I opened the door and went to Mer's room. I was about to knock when I heard them by the door. I put my ear close onto the door.

"You know. Fuck Derek. He screwed you and didn't tell you he was married. I say let him go" Izzie slurred

I could tell they were drunk