I scored a 12 on the second depression screening
High enough to get happy pills and a councilor
So the doc gave me Prozac
And gave my mom a list of places to call for a councilor
But for the first two weeks I'm only supposed to take one a day
Not enough to make me feel better
But enough to see if I experience
And worsening anxiety or depression
And any other negative side effects
And a small dilemma
The doc told me to take it at night
Pharmacist said morning
A 50% chance it'll give me a boost of energy
A 50% chance it'll make me drowsy
But if I loose either way the effect is the same
And I'm not sure it'll matter the way things are going
I don't have enough energy to do anything anyway
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PoetryIt's hard for me to speak to here I'll shout In poems About being 14 sucks Especially in a pandemic With trauma And a genetic predisposition to mental illness And a strong urge to kick your ass And I'm not the only one so sharing my story will h...