I don't think you realize how much just one text matters. I know you're healing and dealing with shit, but I see you online playing games for hours and I haven't heard a single thing from you in days. How do you think I just sit here and wait when I know you're there you just don't want to put in the effort to talk to me. It's as simple as "I'm doing alright, going to play some games now though." Instead of complete silence. Maybe it's just me, but that would be so much better than the feeling of staring at you being online and not saying anything to me. You only respond when I send "emergency" messages like Ash needing the vet. I just wish you paid attention to me instead of actively ignoring me and pushing me. This is me being selfish, and asking you to communicate with me. ---- I'm still trying to figure out if you're purposely doing this or not.
YOU ARE READING
Letters Written, Left Unnoticed
RandomI wrote these almost everyday for you, and you never read them.
