I hate that I keep letting you in knowing that you are going to leave. It really fucking hurts too. I don't know how to talk about anything anymore becuase I don't think you'll find anything interesting. I was so excited to talk to you again last night and when you started talking first that made me so happy. I don't like that I always fall asleep before I can get the courage to tell you what i actually want to say, but I might have to soon otherwise it will be my fault when I have to give up. If you've read this you can see the pain I've went through, I've debated every step and if I'm not good enough for you to pay attention to, then why would I be good enough to keep. I'll see you on the other side, once you decide I'm worth it. No more from me till then, though I know I'll fail. I always do. I always go back to the people that hurt me, I forgive everyone. For now though I would like to say that I'm done. For now, it's a good bye. I still love you, but for me, I have to leave, I'm sorry.
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Letters Written, Left Unnoticed
RandomI wrote these almost everyday for you, and you never read them.
