"WHEN DID I EVER PICK SOMEONE OVER YOU!" Sunoo can't hold it inside anymore. It pains him to see Sunghoon with a pained expression, but he just can't help feeling tired of their situation.
"YOU DID! REMEMBER WHEN WE DID THAT ONE INTERVIEW? YOU PICKED NI-KI OVER ME!" Sunghoon doesn't want to shout at the younger. He should stop, but he can't control his emotions.
"YOU PICKED JAY WHEN OUR FANS ASKED WHO DO YOU LIKE MORE AMONG THE 02Z!" This memory hurt him the most. It felt like he's the only one who thinks that they have something special with each other, a special bond they didn't have with another member.
"YOU PICKED-"
Sunoo wrapped his arms around Sunghoon's waist and pulled him closer to stop him from shouting. His hands were shaking, so he tightened his arms around Sunghoon.
"You picked, you picked- others over me." His voice cracked and he can feel hot tears falling on his cheeks.
He buries his face in the crook of Sunoo's neck. Sunoo can't help but notice that Sunghoon is crying because his shoulder is getting wet.
"You always pick others and I hated it." Sunghoon hated the fact that he can't keep the younger from anyone other than him.
"Can't you just pick me? Stop picking anyone else, stop leaving me alone." Sunghoon said between his sobs."But Hyung, you can't make me stop talking to others. What if we have separate schedules and I have no one to talk to?" Sunoo caresses the older's hair hoping that he'll calm down.
Sunghoon shakes his head while still hiding his face in the crooks of Sunoo's neck.
"Then I'll tell the manager, I'll not go if you're not going with me." It sounded childish but Sunghoon will do anything just for the younger to be near him.
Sunoo didn't expect the latter to answer him like that.
"Hyung are you being serious right now?" He was hoping Sunghoon was just joking around.
Sunghoon nodded and lift his head. His eyes were red from crying and his hair tousled. The sights made Sunoo chest feel tight. He doesn't know why, but it certainly has to do with how vulnerable the person in front of him are looking right now.
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Obsession [PART 1]
FanfictionHow did a hug start it all? All he wanted to do was to help the latter calm down. He doesn't know how he ended up in this cycle of fighting and forgiving, scaring and being scared, hating and- is this how loving supposed to feel like? A story where...