Dear Kyungie-ah,
I really love this endearment i always call you, hihi, it sounds so cute right? Though I know you feel annoyed everytime I call you this :)
Kyungie-ah, maybe perhaps the moment when you read this letter from me, I am now in heaven with God. And maybe you won't be able to read this letter ever. Well anyways, I wrote this to let you know that I never regret anything happened in my life especially that time when I met you in the men's cr.
Kyungie-ah don't be mad at me ok? The truth is I am really one of your sasaeng fans well if that's what you call to a person who stalks you everyday then that's me. I was already your fan a year ago when one day in my hospital room I saw you singing on T.V. You believe it or not but I felt relieved and relax everytime I hear your voice and how I wish you would sing a song for me.
So I decided to follow you around. That time, I actually followed you and I wanted to help you when people around recognized you but I ended up catching my breath and my heart ached at that moment so I need to go to the comfort room. I immediately walked and looked for a comfort room and immediately went inside and take my tablets. When suddenly you came.
My heart beats stoppped at the moment when you came in the same comfort room and I thought I would faint at that time. But I managed to grab my camera and took a photo of you.
Kyungie-ah, I promised, I didn't see you peeing, I took a photo of your face and not the way you think it is, I really never knew it was a men cr I entered. But then you gave me an idea, an idea to be with you.
I grabbed the chance to blackmail you using the picture you thought I took. I have in my mind that maybe in some way, even in a short of time, before I leave, I can create memories with you.
And thank you for that Kyungie-ah. For acting as my boyfriend, for enduring my annoying presence and for entering into my life. I realized how much I love you. And for second thoughts, i never had in my life, I wanted to live. To live long for you.
But sadly I can't. I am sorry Kyungie-ah for not telling you about my illness. But I assure you ,I'll be okay, with your memories in my heart, I think I lived long. I love you Do Kyungsoo. And thank you for coming in my short life. :)
Be happy Kyungie-ah. Ill be always your girl. Forever ;)
Jung Hani :-)
Infinite tears fell down from Kyungsoo's eyes while reading Hani's letter for him that was handed by her parents. Hani's letter never had a glimpse of sadness but all happiness. You can feel Hani's happiness in her words. This ached Kyungsoo's heart more.
"Why?? Hani ah!! Why???" Kyungsoo's pain is undescribable that he can't understand anymore. There are still a lot of things that he wanted to do with Hani. Showing Hani how he cares for her and all but everything's too late.
Love? What is really love? It just hurts you and make you shed tears over something that will never be yours.
"Hani why did you come to my life if you will just leave like that?? Why???? And why you seemed so happy of leaving us? Don't you know how much it hurts?" Kyungsoo felt mad at the same time not to Hani but to himself too. If he just realized earlier! But he knows regretting wont let Hani back. She's gone and its forever.
With Hani's letter is a bracelet that she made for Kyungsoo with Kyungsoo's picture in the men cr. Its his side view face. Kyungsoo can't stop himself from crying but the more he cries the more it hurts.
Badly.
"D.O.yah!! Yah D.O. yah!" A disturbing voice wonders around Kyungsoo's ears.
"Yah Do Kyungsoo, wake up!" The voice seemed become louder and louder.
"D.O. wake up!" Someone is patting him in his shoulders.
"D.O. yah!!!"
Kyungsoo hears the voice and suddenly opened his eyes.
"What?"
It's Chanyeol and Kai his roommates.
"What's what?? What happened to you ? Having a nightmare? Well its already morning and we have to do the rehearsal. Come on." Chanyeol said and Kai just looked at him with surprised.
Surprised. Kyungsoo was so surprised by what happened. He doesnt understand why he's here. Hani right he remembered.
"I need to go to Hani." Kyungsoo immediately fixes himself.
"Who's Hani?" Chanyeol asks.
"Huh? Hani my girlfriend." Kyungsoo said.
"You have a girlfriend?" Chanyeol looks suprised that it looks like he really doesnt know Hani.
"You dont remember her? Jung Hani the girl who is always here, annoying bothersome, noisy..."
"Kyungsoo hyung are you alright?" Kai asks Kyungsoo with a serious tone.
"You really dont remember Hani?"
Kyungsoo asks trying to realize the situation.
"Not that we dont remember her but really we actually dont know her." Kai said seriously.
"What?" Kyungsoo is suprised. How come they dont know Hani? What is this? Is this a joke? Is there a camera over here?
"Seriously, Is that the girl in your dreams?" Chanyeol said teasingly.
The girl in my dreams? Is it just a dream? Kyungsoo thought to himself.
The members really dont remember a girl named Hani. Kyungsoo just convinced himself that its all a dream.
But the feelings, the pain and the memories are still in him. He then looked at his wrist and there it is, the bracelet.
Such a mystery. Kyungsoo just let it go, the dream that he thinks its not, And been busy with his career.
He is still wearing the bracelet and it reminds him about his dream.
Kyungsoo's life turned back to normal and a year passed he eventually forgot about his mysterious dream.
But one day in a coffee shop someone spilled a coffee to his shirt.
"Omo mian mian"
Kyungsoo immediately stands up and the girl wiped his shirt.
"Sorry sorry." The girl said while wiping Kyungsoo's shirt.
Kyungsoo stopped the girl's hand. "no, its okay-" but saw something that made his heart beats fast.
He didn't let go of the girl's hand. The girl is wearing the bracelet. The same what he is wearing. The bracelet that was given by the girl in his dreams.
He looked up and saw a familiar face of a girl also looking at him with a surprise.
"Annyeong Kyungie-ah. Nice to meet you." The girl said smilingly.
The girl. The mysterious girl in his dream. The girl who left him in his dream. Is so much alive in reality. And she is now smiling at him.
"Hani.." Kyungsoo felt something in his heart, another chance for him to show how much he cared for her. Maybe that dream is a way for him to realize to not waste time at anything.
And here. Now. This time he will never let go of this hand again.
And this is where their real lovestory begins...
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I'M YOUR GIRL
Published 2015By phannah143
I know its a bit vague ending but atleast I ended the story. Hihi.
Anyways! I will promote my new story "The Diary of an EXO-L" please take time to read guys, it's worth reading and all of us can relate :)
Well then, ppyong^^
X.O.X.O.
Hannah
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I'm Your Girl (DO KYUNGSOO FanFiction)
FanficSasaeng fans might be annoying and tiresome, but to Do Kyungsoo, after meeting this one of a kind fan, he realized how being annoying is fun and exciting sometimes.