Reflection

The Maze #2

I immediately regret what I have done! I try going back but I can't, it is what it is, I am stuck in this maze. I am 100% sure that the other exit is now gone, but maybe if I figure this maze out I will be able to regain access to that other exit. I will not lose hope, I will get out of this maze alive and well. They say if you put your right hand along the walls of a maze and you keep walking you'll find the exit and not a dead end. Well fuck what they say, I am going with my guts this time. All that people can do is advise me and that's it. They have no control over my actions or thoughts, no one does except me. I know my situation the best and I am the only one that can decide on what to do. First I must explore my paths my options, Once I have discovered all the paths possible I have to sit down take a few minutes and think about them. I must take my time and think clearly, think logically, I mustn't rush things. I need to be patient. Once I took all the time I needed and thought things through, I eliminated the options that wouldn't fit me or help me and it came down to two paths. Instead of choosing a path I have decided to study those two paths even more. When I did i have discovered that one of the paths was actually a trap. I immediately took the other path and I ran all the way to the end. That's when I stopped, took a deep breath, got myself together and opened that huge gate that was in front of me. The moment I opened it I saw the light. The light that came from her smile, it shined so bright and when I took a step forward she opened her arms for a hug. That's when I knew I made the right decision. I hugged her so tight and once she let go and held my hand. I knew everything would be okay because she was by my side. Everything has a solution, some solutions need time, some need effort, some need both effort and time.