Reflection

Trapped

I'm seated in a crisscross position facing a blank white wall. I snap out of my dozing and realize that I am very unfamiliar with this place. I have never been here before and I have no clue to how I even got here. I stand up and I start checking this place out, inch by inch. Honestly there is not much to check out, it's just a room with 4 white blank walls with no door. Then it hit me, that there is no door. How the hell am I gonna get out!? I start panicking and freaking out, causing me to have a mental breakdown. I try everything to get out, I slam my body against the walls trying to break it, I punch it several times. I try everything I possibly could but nothing seems to work. I'm mentally broken and I feel trapped and like I can't breathe. The walls start changing colors, and now I'm facing four black blank walls. I curl up into a ball in one of the corners and I just sleep to escape everything, hoping that when I wake up everything goes away and it's only just a dream. I wake up after I don't know how long, it feels like 30 mins but it maybe more. The walls are still black, I sit down facing the same wall I was in the beginning seated in the same position. I close my eyes and I slowly take ten deep breaths. I open my eyes again and the walls are white again and that's when I noticed a pencil just sitting there in one of the corners. I probably wasn't paying attention the first time I checked, then I had a mental break down and just slept instead of searching for another way to get out. I quickly run towards the pencil, grab it, and I draw a door. I draw my own door, leading to wherever I want to go, because everything is my hands. The path i choose is mine. I open the door and I see what I want, happiness is the only thing I can feel right now. I put the pencil in my pocket, walk away and closing the door behind me. I don't want to ever look back again at that moment, it's in the past so let it stay in the past.