❝I DON'T KNOW,❞ Safiya spoke as the nail tech finished up her nails. "It's weird, I think about her often and I really thought it would go away after one night or two, but it didn't. I just continuously think about her,"
"Ain't no way you think about somebody that often and ain't did nothing with 'em yet." Brionne says, putting her hands up in defense. "I'm just saying,"
"I really think it's because she gives me all of this attention and it came out of nowhere, it's like Haven is here but she's not here, feel me?"
"No." Xiomara answered truthfully. She wasn't judging her friend, she just didn't feel her. For her, she wouldn't think about anybody else that much while she was with Alonzo, unless, of course, their relationship was very obviously coming to an end.
"No?"
"No. I don't understand how you feel, but at the end of the day those are your feelings and not mine. Are you going to tell Haven, though?"
"I wouldn't..." Brionne spoke up. "I would tell her if I felt like the thoughts were going to lead to something happening, but if I didn't think that they were, I wouldn't tell her. Why cause all of that for something that won't even happen?"
"I don't know. If she was having dreams about someone-sexual dreams at that, I'd definitely want to know. You wouldn't want your wife dreaming about getting orgasms with someone else." Safiya explained, frowning, even though deep down inside she felt like her wife was going behind her back with someone else anyway.
She hated bringing this up especially since Brionne and Syian's wedding was tomorrow, but Brionne initiated the conversation and told Safiya she'd ask her to stop if it made her feel nervous or unsure about her wedding in any way.
"Then tell her." Xiomara said in a duh tone, she didn't understand why Safiya was seemingly having such a hard time with this. You either tell her or you don't.
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General FictionBook 2. - ❝I BE LIVIN' IN HEAVEN WHEN I'M INSIDE OF YOU. IT WAS SIMPLY A BLESSING WALKING BESIDE YOU, I'LL NEVER LET YOU DOWN AGAIN.❞