just friends

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raelyn
it's billies birthday today and i'm currently trying to get my shit together.

i've been stressing on what to get her.

this bitch has everything! i can't get her new shoes. i can't get her more jewelry because she told me not too. i can maybe get her a hoodie just so i can steal it later...

wait thats a good idea

i can't get her food because i asked and she told me she didn't want that. i said taco bell as her birthday present and she still didn't want it either!

i don't know what to get her!

i don't know what she wants. like do i just get her a birthday cake? she's not doing anything though. billie didnt want to do a party. she just told me to let her come over after she's down doing something with her parents and friends.

billie just wanted to spend time with me like she said earlier.

"today's your little friends birthday right?" mom asked me when she walked into my room.

"she has a name" i giggled. "and yeah why?"

"does she like designer stuff" mom held up a bag. "i got her something"

"mom!" i gasped. "what the-"

"what?" she made a face. "does she not?"

"no, she loves it" i shook my head quickly. "but you- why did you do that?"

"well she's your friend" she shrugged. "and i always give your friends stuff for their birthday"

"what is it though?" i asked her.

"oh, it some brand i saw that you teens usually like" mom told me and showed me inside the bag. "i can't remember what it was called but it has a shark mouth on it. i thought it was cool cause of the colors and it reminded me of her hair and because i saw you two watching that show"

mom pulled out a rick and morty sprayground backpack out of the bag.

i can see why it reminded her of billie.

i found it cute that she was thinking about her when she was shopping though.

"do you like billie?" i let out a small chuckle.

"yeah" mom nodded while setting the bag down on my chair. "more than that savannah bitch you were with a couple months ago"

"let's not speak of that name here" i covered bubbas and zeus' ears. "plus we weren't even together"

"yeah right" she snorted. "are you and your little friend dating?"

"billie" i told her while shaking my head. "no we're not"

"what?" mom made a face. "i thought you two were like... a thing"

"we're not" i chuckled.

"so you're just really good friends?" she asked. "even though you like her?"

"yeah, i guess you can say that" i shrugged.

"whatever" mom waved her wrist. "give this to your little friend if she comes over"

"why do you keep saying that?" i laughed. "your little friend"

"you guys are friends" mom shrugged and walked out my room.

damn

i stayed in my room for a bit while on a facetime call with maeve and tycee. we were just talking about random things and showing off our dogs.