just friends

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billie
"hey babe" azalea sat down next to me and placed her head on my chest.

"hmm" i hummed while scrolling through my phone, clearly uninterested on what she has to say.

"you didn't do anything on friday right?" zay asked me quietly.

"what happened on friday?" i finally looked at her.

"the party?" zay made a face. "you don't remember?"

"ohhh" i chuckled while shifting my body so she wasn't on me anymore. "nah i was drunk"

"so you didn't do anything?" she asked again.

"nah" i told her.

"okay" zay sighed quietly. "do you wanna do anything today?"

"i already made plans with someone" i shrugged at her.

"who?" zay asked.

"just a friend" i told her. "don't worry about it"

"what time are you gonna get back then?" she placed her hand on my leg and rubbed it.

"don't know" i shrugged.

"you don't wanna do anything?" zay said in a seductive tone while sliding her hand up to my print and began palming me through my sweats.

"no" i grabbed her hand so she can stop. "go home zay"

"what?" she made a face. "since when did you not wanna do that? you always let me-"

"dude" i scoffed. "every time we're together you just wanna fuck"

"i thought you liked to" azalea told me. "we always end up fucking"

"cause you alw-"

zay straddled my lap and began slowly grinding herself against me.  "are you sure babe?" she whispered in my ear and gave me a look. "i know you want to"

i let out a quiet groan as she kept rocking herself back and forth.

"you sure you don't wanna do this?" zay tilted my chin up, leaning closer to my face. "i can make you feel good"

i looked into her dark eyes, sighing quietly while nodding my head. i cant just say no already because then she's gonna get mad... so i'll just give her what she wants.

she got down on her knees and began pulling my sweats down.

after fifteen minutes of her sucking me off, i finally finished and she went home. i sat on my bed feeling weird.

i don't like this

i'm uncomfortable, i'm not pleased, i'm not happy.

i just feel bad in general. all that bitch wants to do is fuck, fuck, fuck, and fuck! she literally just uses me for sex and i hate it.

when we started dating i thought she was cool you know?

she didn't seem desperate or anything like that at first, but now she's just like every other bitch and i'm not happy.

i'm never happy

i stared at my floor for a bit and checked my phone. i realized i was late to go pick up raelyn. i sat up and grabbed my keys.

me: can you send me ur address

rae :): you make a good first impression 😒