just friends

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billie
"yeah sorry" i said sarcastically. "i've been having a lot of sex"

"with your friend" drew shoved me playfully. "raelynnn"

"bro i'm just being sarcastic" i scoffed. "we don't even do that, the fuck?"

"billie" she sent me a look. "we all know you guys fuck on the low"

"but we don't?" i made a face at her.

"why can't you just admit you like her?" drew rolled her eyes at me.

"i don't" i huffed.

"on halloween you two literally snuck off to who knows where and came back with swollen lips and messy hair" she leaned back and crossed her arms. "and how last week on thanksgiving, you invited her family to come eat with yours"

"that's what friends do right?" i shrugged.

"and the last time we all hung out together, which was two days ago" drew sent me a look. "i literally caught you two making out and cuddling each other, but your dumbass pushed her off"

"we weren't doing shit" i mumbled while i wrote on my paper. "shut up and let me finish this assignment"

"admit it billie" drew groaned. "you like raelyn!"

"i don't!" i let out a huff and held my hands up. "i don't like her"

maybe i do...

"so you're just using her then" drew raised a brow up at me.

"i- no!" i made a face. "i'm not using her, we're just friends drew!"

"i've seen her get mad at you when you look at other girls" she shrugged. "are y'all really 'just friends'?"

"yes!" i groaned. "now leave me alone before i kick you out of my house!"

"just admit you like her and i'll leave you alone" drew told me. "i don't know why you're so scared to admit that you're basically in love with her"

"you're interrogating me" i sent her a look while throwing down my pencil. "shut up"

"so you are" drew smirked.

"i'm not!" i shouted at her. "i don't fucking like her nor am i in love with her! gosh!"

"mhm" she had a smug look on her face while she gathered her things. "well, i'm gonna leave. bye bil, tell your girlfriend i say hi"

"shut upp" i groaned. "she's not my girlfriend!"

drew left my house laughing at me. 

i finished up my work and put it all away in my bag. i sat in my living room while on my phone. i'm kinda annoyed right now because of drew.

i mean, she's right though.

i think i do like raelyn but i just don't wanna admit it. like i even tell her not to do certain things because 'i'll fall in love' with her.

at first it was a joke, but bro i don't think it's a joke anymore.

i don't wanna admit that i like her.

she probably doesn't even feel the same way. she gives me kisses though... and she cuddles me... and she holds me... and she makes me feel happy...

we basically do couple things without the label.

plus everything she does is probably in a friendly way and i completely took it the wrong way and fell for her.

fuck