Gravity

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Waking up and checking social media, there was again another uproar, probably from all the photos, probably from the one that Hoopes had taken, of Matt and Adam laughing and Matt pulling the other along a waterfront, a beautiful sunset casting them into shadow.

A staged photo, one that Adam had desperately wanted to take.

Matt looked through his photos again, finding a video that he and Adam had wanted to post on Instagram, when they were Addy to announce them being together.

He played it.

"Hi!" The screen-Adam and screen-Matt said together. Adam was giggling like crazy.

"This is my boyfriend!" The screen-Matt said, grinning and blushing before kissing Adam on the cheek.

The video ended, and Matt posted it, not really caring what anyone thought anymore, only wanting them to know the truth. Why he was so sad.

The even louder protests made him want to throw his phone across the room. Comments like 'how ungodly!' 'Jesus would be ashamed!' 'Ur going to hell!' made him feel worse, even through the rush of love and support coming from others.

Maybe he should just kill himself. He was going to hell anyways. At least Adam would be there. At least he'd be a little bit happy.