CherrySeries #1: Bad For My Health [MxM]

11| Desperation

I've decided and come to terms with it. I'm in love with Luis Garza.

It is every passing second that the man inhibits all parts of my brain. I simply can't get him out of my mind.

Considering the fact that I said I'd make him understand how much I liked him, I am going to stick to my word.

All it takes is a little wiggling here and there, a little help from Ruth and I book an appointment under a fake name. An appointment with Luis of course.

"Aidan?" He asks while looking at me in disbelief.

"Hey," I say while I can't stop staring at him. "I missed you."

I ignore the fact that it has only been less than a week since I last saw him. I move over and curl up on his lap.

"You can't keep doing this," says Luis even as his hand rubs over my thigh. "As far as I know, I could be treating someone who actually needs it."

I feel guilty at that. "Sorry, I didn't know any other way to talk to you. I can't keep away from you," I tell him honestly.

"Eat an apple or something," he replies.

"You know, the first time I saw you, it shocked me so much I thought I was going to have a heart attack," I confess.

"Shocked you?" He asks calmly. "Wait, is that why–"

"Yes," I cut him off. It was why I blacked out, and maybe coupled with the pain.

Luis let's put a breath that fans my forehead. I move my hands and stroke his chest lightly. I feel his heartbeat and it's erratic.

It puts me at ease to know that he too, is affected. Even if he tries not to show it.

"Luis," I almost whisper.

"Hmm?" He answers like he's distracted and thinking a lot.

"Will you kiss me?" I ask.

"I'm not sure that is really a good idea," he answers while angling my face until we were only a few inches away.

"Huh?" I whisper. "You want this too."

"You're still a patient," he says while closing the gap between us ever so slowly.

"When did that ever stop you?" I ask and he slowly rubs my nose with his own.

"There's that stubborn nature," he says before finally touching his lips with mine.

It is a slow brush of his lips first that chases prickles of pleasure down my spine.

It is almost like I can feel his frustration through the kiss. It quickly turns desperate. He claims my lips more forcefully as I arch my back.

I moan into the kiss and he groans. Luis grips me and pulls me closer to him, even if it isn't possible for me to get any closer.

I have never wanted anyone so desperately in my life. My fingers curl into his hair and tug while our lips just can't stop.

It feels so good I moan again, and then I moan harder when he goes ahead to kiss down my neck. I tilt my head to expose more of it to him.

Luis stops right before he gets back to my lips again. My lips feel swollen and I'm sure my cheeks are blown out when he stares at me.

I nervously lick my lips as my eyes dart to his. He quickly pecks me.

"Now you've done it, Aidan," Luis says before kissing me again. "I'm not letting you go."